Eighty-eighth Post

yo yo yo! 发发

i told myself i would do my homework on saturday. guess what happened?
procrastination. didn't do a thing.
now i have to just waste more time, staying awake, doing nothing.
rotting.

i am just digging my own grave ~_~ and thus i should do it literallie

having familie problems......
money issues ~_~ and.
i always use the f-word on my mother.
think of the detrimental effects on her......
wonder why. i have degraded into something so ungodly.
heard that my parents quarrelled over me. ~_~
my existence.........

school projects. classmates. all so. stressful.
BECAUSE I AM PROCRASTINATING and not doing anything. very soon, i can join the yandao kia in 4Q
can some people just give me help, please?

my eyes are hurting... my eyeball x_X
coz my teeth are hurting...... that's what you get.
laziness. = pain

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what is love? maybe when i'm reallie with that person, i can feel it......
i wish i can be with you, ):
come sg... =x COME NARH T_____________________________________T
i want meet you @_@ first term school holidays D: come sg? @@ DDDD:
baby, don't leave me ):

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why do some words feel so hollow, and some feelings so voided? still, can you please still stay by me? )';
maybe i shouldn't be contemplating suicide at all.

i wish miracles can happen... God, please help me?

for now...... IHC :D I CAN DO IT < DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Samuel

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