Four-hundred-sixty-fifth Post

Someone thought I was over him but the fact of the matter is I was never even into him.

...... I mean, you just lacked the calibre. The qualities.

And your xenophobic, exclusive attitude I am receiving like sunlight on a solar panel from you just amplifies how misguided you are in your thinking.

I guess you have lots to learn. Well, take your time. #rude

I roughly can guess what you are going to do as you move on to the next phase of your life, but seriously, all the best. Don't get yourself hurt in any way. hehe, like due to naivety?


Anyway, I'm sooooooooooooooooooo damn busy now :< so many projects. I can't wait for all the projects to be over!

alright, back to work :P

Samuel

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Four-hundred-sixty-fourth Post

We're all broken people.

so let's just make one another happy.

let's let go of the pride that holds back our compassion
let us truthfullie love (in the emotional sense, not the romantic) one another.
a love that could be ordained by God

......

i feel sad sometimes. by sad, i mean my heart aches. it blisters.
i feel sad that people treat me in certain ways. it's so tangible. i would usuallie give the benefit of the doubt, but i cannot dismiss the possibility of that person reallie being bad.

i learned not to let pride prevent me from establishing good relationships with some people. i've learnt to apologise to the other party sometimes not because i am wrong, but because i value that relationship.
i guess i had learnt it the hard way. steven taught this to me.

what if i told you that i think of my family as i continue living life because i'd rather let my parents be selfish but happy than let myself be the selfish one and hurt them? together with my religion, this is really why i'm not willing to devote myself to what i think i want. this is why i'm not sacrificing myself to the ... life.

i wonder if that community will see me as a betrayer or something. would you not see me as someone who thinks of my family instead? i'm sure steven would.
after all, what can i say about those people? un-family-centred. elitist. hypocritical
~.~ ...... ouch, my vulnerable heart. i know there's a little didi samuel in my heart who has always been yearning for a korkor, and this little samuel has been hurt many times deeply. i, though, protect him and comfort him every time he cries and feels hurt.
i love you, samuel! you're always loved by me! x)

~____~ will you be kind to me, too?

Samuel

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Four-hundred-sixty-third Post

여러분, 안녕하십니까?
여기부턴 반말로 하겠습니다.
이번 주는 방금 지나갔어. 주말은 또 찾아왔다.

지난 주에 시험을 많이 봤고 좋은 친구들이랑 재미있게 채팅도 했고
참 좋았네, 아니? 지나가던 주들과 비교하면...

본 시험들에서 최선을 안 냈더니 진짜 후회할 걸.

Imma tell you one time (Girl I love, girl I love you)

이런 짜증나는 느낌이 도대체 뭐냐? 감정이 없는 것 같잖아. 이런 느낌이 싫단 말이야!

난 느낄 수 있단 말야. 혹시 서로 좋아하는 사이가 지나가 버렸냐?

too much light in this window. don't wake me up
only coffee, no sugar. inside my cup

......

오늘 이따는 내가 머리를 염색하게 하려고 친구에게 염색해 달라고 해서 그의 집에 갈 거야. 염색 결과가 어떻게 될지 모르겠다. 또는 염색하고 있는 동안 다음 주의 유기화학 시험 잘 보기 위해 동시에 공부 할 거 같아.

자. 괜찮아. 난 지금 자러 갈게 ~.~

쌤

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Four-hundred-sixty-second Post

Hey, guys.

Just wanna update you guys on what I am currently studying in school:

CM2101 Physical Chemistry 2
CM2121 Organic Chemistry 2
CM2142 Analytical Chemistry 2
CM2192 Experiments in Chemistry 3
LAM1201 Malay 1
LAK4201 Korean 5
GEM1031 The Study of Names

Yeap, that is seven modules. HAHAHA.

Two Mid-Term exams have passed recently :( and I would like to say that I screwed them up badly. I...... just feel so upset. I didn't try my best. Well...... sigh......

Yup. Woah.

It's been more than three months since I last blogged.

...... well, you can guess why I do not blog sometimes. ......................................

Alright. Have another Mid-Term exam later :( goodnight~

Samuel

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