Wednesday, 12 December 2012 @09:07
Four-hundred-forty-third Post: A dream about you
I just woke up.
dreaming of you.
steven...
i dreamt i met your brother and i wanted to check out his iphone images to see if there were any pictures of you. there were, of course, but your hair was yellow o_O
you, of course, were against my browsing x) but you did not actively stop me. and by brother, i meant daryl x)
i can't remember if we went anywhere together, but you went to my room to change......
and...... we......
well, we did things that i was so willing to do. we must have enjoyed it, though x)
i can't remember ): but in the end, daryl scolded and hit me and you had to go somewhere...... we never met again, although i had a strong feeling we could. the thought of having you write me another letter was so real, and the thought of writing you one, too.
alas, i woke up at 9 am......
i reallie wish we could see each other again ~.~
Samuel
you changed my freaking life.
i reallie enjoyed the dream. i love you, steven! ;DLabels: 12decemberbreak, dreams, iwnwil, 너
Thursday, 6 December 2012 @00:44
Four-hundred-fortieth Post
hello!
and soooooooooooo, i borrowed a bunch of books on malay... and i don't feel like studying them LOL. bored.
rather, i'm watching videos online on cantonese ^^ sigh
i've been thinking about language acquisition... :( kinda complex subject. it makes me think that people advocate it for commercial agendas, though
i feel an itch to blog about dumbasses. like seriouslie.
-______________- it's a consideration between letting the person know / letting other people know of the situation and pacifying those assheads.
reflect on your actions. people who lack the ability to reflect are beasts and should not be living.
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i think i'm growing a thick husk in this hostile climate to defend myself from malicious people. i'm good this way. i'm sassy. i know how to bite where it hurts. i know of someone whose eyes shift and gaze away when he speaks to people. i felt strongly to tell him to say things to my face without shifting vision.
i think there's an imbalance in my life currentlie. there's a lack of special feelings! my high-minded ideals! the lack of awesome companie, the companie i yearn for! that should explain why i feel so angstie.
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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i feel like doing LASIK :X and i went to the dentist's yesterday and i'm considering doing braces...... sigh. must stop cursing my body :x
i also feel like going under the knife. it's a thought i'd never have considered before, but as i age, i seem to be enlightened of its reality...... its acceptabilitie. life is scarie!
for the uglie :x
break
oh, dumbasses who can't keep commitments. i'd rather confront the person and settle the issues straight away instead of keeping quiet and hoping time will pass too late. what a noob. Don't want to go to the Philippines? Say it, you scheming fox, instead of being a dumb guy.
again, if the human life skill hasn't been embedded in your skull yet,
Reflect.
there's this other person who is my "bro". but this "bro" (AKA I) of his is verie special because he is placed second to his other activities. he (NOT I) can continuallie make emptie promises. omg that's enough.
"bro" my fucking ass. icanfreakinglistwhata"bro"doestohis"bro", what this hypopotamus does to his "bro". this "bro" has had enough of being patient. you guys have no idea how long i have tolerated his nonsense.
i'm so gonna ignore his sms-es. shoo!
LOL maybe i can title this post since the content is all about one topic. but nahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Samuel
Labels: 12decemberbreak, rant
Sunday, 2 December 2012 @15:25
Four-hundred-thirty-ninth Post
hello~!~!~!
:D!!!
so, things went according to plan! i slept at 3 pm on friday and woke up at 9+ pm! took my time to wash up and dress up and put on my contact lenses...... and i left for the clarbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbeh :D
i arrived nicelie and then got my choppie and went in o_O and it was totally empty so i wanted to leave but the bui bodyguard blocked my way...... LOL kajiao me again!
i said i wanted to pass... then he went "pass what? pass urine?"
"i want to pass this way..."
xD then he let me pass in the end. :@ :@ :@
it was only 10+... so i thought i should look for HC since i have nothing to do :\ so i walked back... stopped half-way to look at a chinese chess match between old people speaking cantonese o_O and there were manie people watching too. i'm the weirdest teen there, man. imagine a handsome teen dressed in jeans and a black shirt, with cool hair and an ostensiblie clear face observing a chinese chess match in progress.
xD I KIDDDDDDDDDD ABOUT the description of myself. oops.
but i left soon coz it was boring LOL. so i walked to the T junction... that is the straight path from chinatown station and turning right at Chinatown Seafood Restaurant/Coffeeshop/Centre. I can't remember!
there was a filipino who approached me and asked me for directions to "_________ bar"
O. Mai. Gee. =.=
why the crap would you want to go there?
anyway, i still gave him directions =.= i'm such a goon.
neeway, i walked back to the club lor :\ but i explored ang siang hill a little o_O manie bars sia! walk ah walk......
isn't ang siang hill some famous landmark? o_O what what ang siang hill...... oh well
kay, so i went back to the club :x and stayed there till 3+
^^ got this big-sized girl talk to me...... i typed out my name for her :( Sam. then her group of friends also came to pester me :x yea. the music was rather good! they had a drag show that night
aiya. lazie to type :x
when i left the club and was walking off... someone came and grabbed my arm o_O it was yogi bear! so he asked me if i was alone... LOL. then asked me to look for HC
so i sms-ed HC to tell him yogi bear asked me to look for him...... sooooo, HC told me to go up.
so i went up :\ and the handsome china boy :x brought me up
i wanted to hug china boy! HAHAHA SORRIE FOR DESCRIBING YOU THIS WAY. but he smiled at me and brought me up mah :) kind gesture. i like!
when i was upstairs, HC gave me a drink...... and i fell asleep. he woke me up ;_; and cooked for me :B so nice of him that day! he made me a sandwich, gave me potato salad... his friend came up and asked why my eyes were smaller than his... o_O???
his eyes were smaller lor. HAHA.
HC also cooked noodles for me! he added so much chili padi... like 5 full pieces? or less HAHAHA. :)
he let me drink some lime juice + sour lemon candy...... oh my.
i love sour stuff. but that drink...... WAS SOUR BEYOND TOLERANCE D:
the reaction i gave was the same as when i drink alcohol...... with my tongue stuck out D: but i was salivating for this one...
he made some self-made desserts, too o_O fried bread crumbs with hershey's chocolate sauce, as well as chocolate soy milk...... :D
since he was nice to me (as in nice to me, not nice to me this time or in general) and was a little sad, i helped him with some chores......
yup. we took the mrt home ^_^ i went home... to rest for a while :\ like an hour, before my mom, sister and i went to VIVOCITY ----> SENTOSA ----> USS!!!! :D
it was my mom's company's family day :DDDDDD
we reached USS at 10.30 am and collected our tickets and went into the park :DDDD
the first thing we watched was a performance by sesame street......... oh myyyyy LOL
we were wondering which ride to take first :x we passed by transformers but it said 50 minutes of waiting... D: so we walked further and saw that a ride called Cylon had a waiting time of 5 minutes!
or 15 :\ i can't remember...
:D!!!
we were queueing.............. and then there were three thai girl kids behind us o_O when the handsome ride operator asked for three people, i said "sam khon"... which is three people in thai :x i think i shocked them :x they suddenlie nvr speak thai... while while queueing they were talking so much :X
HAHAHA cylon! it was exhilirating! :P
we also sat human... then the mummy returns...... @@ i was shocked by the mummie returns! LMAO. but grace killed the fun of the second part :( you guys should ride it!
then we went to have lunch at 12 :D at the Pisces ballroom at the convention centre...... the food was delicious :P smoked salmon... which was saltie :s
broccoli and others!
HAHAHA i lazie le.
the main things are:
we played from 2 pm to 7 pm
i saw someone wearing a zebra emo-kid stockings kinda thing. some boy reallie handsome! long hair... had a sister. i was wondering if it were steven's brother :\ maybe sia!
MANY of the ride operators are teenagers...... :( maybe that's why USS doesn't want me to work there!
and manie of them are good-looking :X
and there were so manie cute toys and merchandise :( but so expensive...... they were cartoon toys that i reallie wanted to buy :(
usuallie i won't buy cartoon-branded things. they are just awkwardddddddd
i'd rather buy independent designs :) BUT THE TOYS HERE ARE IRRESISTIBLIE CUTE :(
the waterworld live performance show (what a possibly redundant mouthful) WAS ALSO EPIC BEYOND PROPORTIONS. KUDOS!!!!
rides i personallie enjoyed a lot: return of the mummy, transformer, battlestar galactica (cylon :P), ...... basicallie return of the mummy and transformers XD THEY ARE EPIC. EPIC BY MY WORDS. so they must be THAT good!
:)
collapsed when i got home. more than 24 hours of no sleep................... :(
i'm not gonna do well for my exams btw, so never mind :\
Samuel
arghs, my throat :\Labels: 12decemberbreak, clubbing, firsttime, fun, USS
