Five-hundred-third Post

Thank God for blogging! It lets me express some of my thoughts :P

Shall I attempt to blog in perfect English this time?

Note: apart from punctuation and capitalisation, emoticons are used by me as punctuation marks too, thus the above ":P" functions as a full-stop. SO DO NOT TELL ME IT IS UNGRAMMATICAL :@

Aaaaand, so, the thing is this. It sucks when you're not seen eye to eye by someone else.
Whatever happened to brotherhood and compassion?
Caring for one another?

I wonder: do we remember our old selves from many years ago? Five, six, seven years ago or so...
Back then, intentions were purer, we were nicer, more genuine, yet now being shrouded by a mist of social elitism, we have become corrupted, mean, superficial and plain assholes.

It is so saddening to see someone apparently nice be someone actually mean to you. It violates the earnest and sincere heart.
It makes me feel as if all that empathy and concern for the other party are just unappreciated, unacknowledged and dispensable.
What really irks me is that such people rebut, saying, "Lol I didn't ask for your care nor concern."
Nooooooooooooooooo empathy. Selective treatment equals low EQ. That is but a fact if you use your brain and think about it.


The name of my blog is Melancholy... haha, I used to be such a melancholic kid :(
I would emo sooooooooo often, feel really hurt in my heart and then derive some kind of euphoria from it O.O truly a masochist, but in the emotional sense. There were some consequences, though, where my heart hardened and my breathing was kind of short. I suppose the condition has healed o.o
I used to dig emo-ing so much that I would feel so, so good...... 变态 sia HAHA yes, "HAHA" is also a punctuation mark :P
Arghs, I was such a messed-up kid. Now I guess I am less emotionally messed up but more deranged LOL
Ahhhhh, speaking of the past also reminds me of how cute and adorable I was *-* it attracted a few girls from Nanyang Girls' High HAHA
But I am sorry to have meimei-zoned them :P
*cues Justin Bieber*


I guess I have seen a lot of mean things in my life... Alfred, Lawrence the fucker, Wei Kang...... x(
Whoever knew when you were younger that people can harbour such intense, evil hatred for you?
It sure took a toll on my emotional health when I was young(er)...... Thinking back just brings back the pain and sadness ~.~
Silly Samuel, crying over such trivial things x)
Well, I need to retain my humanity. What others do is probably beyond my control (though perhaps not my influence).
So, 好自为之!

Alright. Perhaps that's enough for today. Toodles~ and thank you for reading :)

Samuel

Labels: 2016, thoughts