Two-hundred-seventy-fourth Post

i woke up at 5.30pm
i went into audi to play with ped and xan.
father called to say he's coming with grandma and a few other relatives.
he's going to bring us to eat dinner together and then see the christmas lights at orchard road.
and i agreed.

then i was playing and playing~ till 6.50pm when he came up and asked me to open the door but i was playing. even though he was holding something. so he put it down and opened the door himself.

then i went to change and then my brother mentioned about the curry which mom prepared late last night. so i asked my father what about the curry and he said nevermind and we can eat it another day. so i asked how he could do that when she intentionallie stayed up late at night and woke up earlie in the morning to prepare it. where is your 怜悯之心？

he said the currie was gotten from church and that grandma wants to see you. grandma is frail and she can't walk anymore.

i reiterated and he said you want to come then you come, you want to eat the curry then you go eat it.
so i made a decision.

so i opened the closed window and waited for my computer to shut down.
and then switch it on. he said at the door to "faster come" but i replied that he could accompany his mother himself. he came up to me and closed the window, saying that she wants to see me. i said she could see me on saturday. she could see me on another day just like we could eat the curry another day.

i smiled a little and he asked where is your 怜悯之心. i said i didn't have it.
he walked away.

my heart felt heavie and i could not smile. i'm sure he felt the same way o_o


my G, i feel dizzie ~_~

Samuel

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