Three-hundred-seventy-fourth Post

hello......

a successful woman once told me not to daydream

actuallie, she didn't tell me not to daydream. but i bet a successful person doesnt daydream. as supported by my mother.

sigh......

but i just keep on daydreaming... at least thinking of people
fantasising. hoping.

just hoping. just hanging on to the chance i will meet somebody
maybe you guys dont know, but there isnt any reason to die anymore.
at least i will be living for the next few years. and beyond.

i have good news! my acne condition has gotten better ^^
but the scars on my left cheek still remain......
perhaps i would still, as tiffanie had said, be as f-ing handsome as before

it's been more than 2 years... how have you been?
i hope all the time that you are fine. perhaps living a happie life with ASCE
though i worrie now and then if you are still doing those dangerous stuff... for a good cause, yes, yet so dangerous......................................

i'm eighteen now. yayyy ^^
is eighteen the hawt age? you'll be eighteen too next year xD
geez................... volcanic eruption of molten hawtness wherever you are!
x) i bet on that.

i wish there were someone better than you, that i would meet that person
but the thing is, the person doesn't exist.

x___x but someone that matches you. everything!
the intelligence, the looks, the niceness

there's just no one!

no one listens to me either. not every word
not even sammel. it's just sad.
just saddddddddddddddddddddddddd
listen as in listening to what one is speaking
..................................................................................

i miss you a lot. i always think of you.
i'm just afraid i'll never have the chance to contact you again.
it just pains me.

i wish you were reading this. i dont intend that this and all the previous posts make you come back, but i wish at least you know my feelings towards you. not that you don't know.

alright. i should go to bathe and turn in soon.

ti penso sempre x)

Samuel