Four-hundred-seventh Post

i hate it when my mother gets tossed and trashed. figurativelie.
i was talking about 老伴豆花 some night and then tonight, she actuallie bought some back. woah. and you know what i said when i just got out of bed and to my macbook pro at the dining table?

"i also can't eat." (because the doctor said to stay away from soy products)

it must suck. ~.~ it's onlie recentlie that i checked the fridge to see what beancurd she actuallie bought...... to my sadness, it's that one. i suck as a son.


as some of you don't know, i've been studying korean :D reading a korean "teach yourself" book...... it has been tough, reallie tough <.< but i will persevere!
): tough...... 너무 힘들어요!

my hair :@ its shape has collapsed! xD always lidat de...... ):

i'm in a dilemma over which blog song to use next...... Love Song by Big Bang? or......


i'm very tired alreadie, not to mention sick, of the treatment i've been getting. "because of the way i behaved". right. i'd have expected something more rational from you rather than this excuse. TO WHAT? this excuse to not even give me another chance and EVERYTHING along that line. i've apologised enough even though i'm not the only one at fault, for lack of a better expression.

Guys, I'm sorry to have been so dumb for more than half a month ): I've chased after someone who...... doesn't deserve me. Sorry, Steven, I've failed to find someone better than you. His attractiveness diminished. Not that handsome, not nice, not that smart judging from his excuses. Waste of time. Joshua is right...... to let one guy take me down while there are billions of others (though an overstatement) waiting to talk to me is stupid.

i wish you well, though. God bless. it was nice knowing you ^_^
for all the wasted effort i've made, let's just treat it as i was unluckie :P suan wo dao mei!

...... i have to make a choice. as long as i give a convicted reason...... it will be justified. SOOOOO, SORRY BIGBANG ><



emo-ish song! suits my emo-ish blog, doesn't it? :P kay, have to work tomorrow and on saturday (and sunday), and then i also have school functions to go for...... long week ahead o!
don't give up, sam...... you might find someone better x)
Samuel

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