Four-hundred-twelth Post

hey guys, haven't been blogging for a rather long time ^^ sorrie about that......
been feeling lllaaaaaaaaaaazzzzzzzzeeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhh LOL

anyway, i'm blogging now because i can't sleep
been thinking lor :\ and the fact probablie is that i yearn for affection
i've been thinking about the older guys i'd known...... dating alllll the way back to when i was in sec 1
even when i was mapling with rina with mahkor and lingkor......
especiallie mahkor ^^ i remember i always used to press "down" so that my maple character is in the crawling position o_O it's my way of "bowing down" to my elder...... LOL. and he would reciprocate ^^ it was reallie sweet......

and then the other milestone was with alfred korkor...... :\ sigh. he was so important to me...... hais hais hais

and other people lahhhhhhhh. .......................................................
x(
and i also thought of some people who had each other...... a didi and a korkor............ i used to think why i couldn't enjoy such fraternitie, how they were so fortunate...... i may still do a little

that's why i can't sleep lor... tired lah <.< yet, can't enter dreamworld.

:@ :@ :@
even wondering if i should play age of empires III ~.~ my bro recentlie got it! and it's HARDDDDDDD to play LOL
Samuel

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