Four-hundred-fifty-eighth Post

It just suddenly occurred to me how i used to look forward to hitting the buttons on my blogger dashboard, how i used to be happy and excited to blog about mah life
the joy of having to share my life with mah dear friends. true to the word "dear".

yet...... everything has gone on. those old friends no longer come by my blog to have a read. those were the times before 2010......

well, i'm 20 now (isn't that so non-attractive from a young teen's point of view?). no one would probably want to read about an old, 20-year-old UGLEH guy with sho manie stewpeed problems......

maybe that's just life. maybe there are better things out there (outside of this blogosphere) that can similarly satisfy me


anyway, it's 12 May again! soooo......

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY STEVEN AND

STEPHANIE YAN YAN YAN :D

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA just one more year to the 2X (read: two-axe) zone sia! HAHAHAHA
the last time i reallie got to know you two was when you were merely 15...... geez. it's been four years

:( the people who could connect with me on a deep level — the person who would understand me truly
gone. forever x( what remains is a dirty, ugly husk of emotions that cannot be let out
...... and fuck. i used to be so handsome four years ago. if only i could revert to my youthful appearances that you had liked......

hais. my life is sooooooooooooo full of regrets. can't laugh it out right now......

anyway, coincidentallie it's mother's day today :B maybe we'll have a meal outside later? and great, Mother's Day actually coincides with a Sunday this year :D so my mom probably would have some celebration in church later......

happiemother'sdayxD. LOL. i don't type "xD" anymore...... sigh. now i'm stuck with stock emoticons and expressions like HAHA, :), :(...
=o, =x, xD, =D, (:, )';, ): are all gone x)


LIFE!


and i'll be working later :D after a 1-month hiatus :D

alright. signing off :P

Samuel

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