Five-hundred-fourth Post

helllooooooooooo

it's meee goreng

i was just browsing through my videos on facebook...... the first video i had was in 2010 showing my hamsters. my beloved, cute, intelligent hamsters... and grace's rabid hamster LOL
i saw again my video in my first ever thai class during our final lesson. it was a scenario-based oral practice and i spoke like a noob LOL
now, i should speak better, but not pro lahhhhhhhh

i also saw my music covers (piano and violin) and my singing covers...... i also saw a video portraying my familie (especiallie grace), one of which was when i went to eat with my mother at compasspoint. i had super long hair sia then LOL but my complexion was............ @@
soo dammmmmm niceeeeeee lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh like 2013 sia. THREE YEARS AGO NIA. now my complexion like sheet. all that sleep deprivation and lack of care for my health LOL
causing me to develop scarring blemishes! arghss

i also saw an instagram video of mine called 각도의 중요성 which means the importance of angles (in taking photos). i looked damn good siaaaaaaaaaaa. probablie also because in 2014, i wasn't some fat frog LOL

to see videos of myself in earlie 2012 where i wasn't even matriculated into NUS yet, i wonder how it feels to have the people you met in NUS, be they schoolmates or teachers, watch the videos of you before they got to know you. isn't it fresh and novel? it kinda lets you see a side of people that we haven't seen......


one thing i've realised is that it is emotionally draining for me to talk about my past relationships. it evoked so many memories, both joyful and hurtful but mostly nostalgic and melancholic................................
i guess i shan't open up that much to others, especiallie to those i'm not that familiar with

anyway, i can do a few pull-ups wor ^_^ like at least two legitimate ones without gaining swinging momentum LOL
and i can do sooooooooooooooooooo many push-ups now. it's like i could do twenty without stopping but onlie twentie :P

i got to meet up with brandon too :) it had been around one and a half years since i last saw him. i had actuallie deleted his number to kind of just give up and move on, and i was so surprised yet happie to receive his whatsapp message out of the blue just two weeks ago. coincidentallie, he was on my mind the previous night........ LOL

bird has moved to a room near my house ^_^ a previously cinderella-like bird had to go home right after our weekly swimming sessions, but now he could join us for dinner :D
did you know something about me and bird? initiallie when i met him at USS with our other friends, i didn't quite like him because he was a bit touchie LOL
but whoever knew that he decided to contact me when he was coming back to singapore for his internship, and then we developed a friendship and then i introduced him to ms wong, and now the three of us (excluding lukas and chuan chee who joined us much later) meet weekly for swimming and meals?
it's just so fortunate! :D


okay. now my newest jam is Chocolate by The 1975 :3 i hope you get to listen to it when you're reading my blog!

Samuel

Labels: 2016