Forty-second Post

i hope sherlyn mei's okay

hmm... dynasty warriors 6, completed the Sun faction musou mode
now doing shu... completed zhao yun, guan yu and zhang fei. gonna start on zhuge liang
so weird la. his special attack can shoot light beams >.>
he walks as he attacks. blowing wind >.>
heh,....................

hmm..............................................................

havent slept. since 2pm+ ytd. so well......
looks like i aint gonna donate 1.4m =x
and i feel so guiltie............................... dang, i shouldnt have played.
i can never hone my skills to that supreme extent. and undead
impossible. impossible........................................
feeling very down now. my principles.............................................
............... )';

wonder who's free. wanna go out with whoever.
NO ADULTS. no freaking fucking gays/bis who wan me to show them my pics to "see how i look" when they are adults and added me through friendster. some joke.

must. treat my familie better.
stop. cease. expunge the use of profanities on my sister because it is seriously detrimental. if she strays away, it's entirely my fault, rooting from her childhood. my fault, all my fault.
fuck myself
xan jie is someone in the world... she aint in canada yet............

i miss the past. i would go out with weiwen korkor. now hes in the army......
i'm so scared. i aint brave anymore.
i see that fucking gummybear. at least his ign's in my blocklist, so he must have offended me before.
yet, bur knows him. or at least vice versa.
gah. i want that murderous past. I WANT TO KILL HIM
.............................................................

AH. i know. i can emo.
it will hurt alot. but i'm bored.
hais. so tired.

guess i know what "Backsliding" is now......

我好不道德. 真没用
无人所欲

我的华语太烂了.

mom has a 毛病
wants me to eat fries, says "got protein"
wants me to drink newly-bought soya milk, throws the old one in the fridge away
wants me to stop playing com, says take a walk.
vision break.
walk in the toilet -.-
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i have speech deficiency like her. i stutter like fuck
and. i cant think. i cant argue rationally.
God damN it. God DAMN ME. i guess wormie has been mostly forgotten. soon, he'll disappear. and that's good.
fuck it, can God get rid of this mao bing? I DON'T KNOW
i just want to die. so i no need to think so much.

Samuel

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