Twenty-fifth Post

lalalalalalalala

when i sleep, it's tiring to sleep.
i cant sleep. it's painful to sleep.
is this some disorder?

when i am around with girls, i laugh uncontrollably. is this some disorder?

when i'm with someone i reallie love, i reallie sleep well, hugging him and... cuddling up..............

it's nice. i might have had such feelings before.
it's nice x)

but i dont get those now. now, i'm getting old. and i gonna complain about older bois aka adults ~.~
and as i am old, people wont want me.

gah. paedophiles. i wish i be cured. ~.~ i'm so noob and weak. so noob.

it's comforting that...... you make people happie. haha, sms-es... cheeeee, =D
sms sms smsms
smsmsmsmsmsms S

hmm... it's nice when you treat people nicely and they treat you nicely back.
blah. i nvr treat my parents nicely. i'm so unfilial and ungrateful ~.~

tomorrow gonna watch movie with xan jie =o at last
she has permission and money xD
hope i wont make her angrie and throw tantrum and whatevernots
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i love imaginating. whether for happiness or hurt.
and i think my mind is overloaded with the thirst for knowledge ~.~
fancie looking up every new words i come across. gah.
i need to be dumber. more relaxed.
i cant think with concentration as before when i play c.chess. i am noob now :(
it's reallie depressing
and my audi skills deprove. and it's depressing
my right hand's position on the keyboard is slanted. oh no ~.~
nowonder when i bombard the numpad, i always press wrong keys or miss them. chee

and there's no such word as "imaginating". it's "imagining" @@
fie......

kk, nitenite

Samuel

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