Forty-fourth Post: What a Day

today, mom's bank had a familie day
so, we went to safra mount faber. to bowl.
i bowled. not reallie very well.
ate some. drank.
slept......

today, i tried my chances to have a girlfriend......
...... it failed. don't ask me who that gal is. reallie......
gah.................................... it's okay.

while i was self-mutilating, i thought of something.
which was.

EUPHORIC

it made me feel heavenly. it was FANTASTIC.
i thought about having a korkor. a nice one.
who's. myself.
we're both so happy together.
hah.......................... the feeling was really great.
yet. it's unreal.
got to PCBunk. to sleep. for a few hours.
people left me there.
no matter. saw ming kor. played 8k once...
ahwin didnt wave back.
and i played like fuckshit

coincidentally, it's the last episode of Chase. maybe
......
he'll wait another ten years. he has waited.
................................
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sad endings.

yay. raised my voice at my sister. gonna drop a tone. gonna bleed my throat. maybe not.
fuck it to hell. God damn this world.

what a day.
what a day......

Samuel

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