Sixty-second Post: asww

i. liked that feeling.

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today isoouting. struggled to wake up. kinda.
deso didi called. well... audi-ed some, then met sammel and andrew...
then went to hougang mrt station... then... ped came...
then... we went up and took 72 to yio chu kang......

very sad. sad......
emo......

took mrt to. khatib.
met panda. pim. chias.

went to. city hall. met nai

all went to bedok. i was sad all along. desperately wanting a reply.
he didn't replie my sms-es......

met bur and prada.

anyway. the girls went ahead to east coast park first.
the boys... went to macdonalds nearby.
we ate some.
played old maid. i guess it's a fun game.

went east coast... sad still.
rendezvoused. walked. to. some rental shop.
rented bicycles.
rode. for maybe an hour.
it was fun. very fun. bur was screaming. so funny......
it was fun.

pim went off first. with the receipt.
and i didn't get to eat the hot tom yam... sigh
hassle returning the bikes.
my monkey. the string broke.
my balloon burst.
sad. on it was. "< DD alvin"

didi replied...... finally. still...
gah.

decided to go cyberera. for lan.
sms-ed alvin. kk, he would go if i treated.
and percival went along.

we took a cab. took some pics of chia.
same pose.

went to cyberera.
played some. met some. frightened kou.
saw some.
freaked out. didi came.
well... 不知所措.
the rest went off first. thanks for coming.
well... sent ped off.

stayed behind.
tagged the two of them along in the bus...

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sat beside.
talked to my alvin didi.
well... i don't know what to say.
well. well. i don't know what to say.
well. ......
well.
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i... asked if i could hold his hand. he had my toy monkey in his hand.
i held his hand. fingers intertwined.
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the feeling? great.
fantastic.
i liked it alot.
it was nice. it was nice. i held his hand. i held his hand.
our fingers intertwined. interwound.
stroked his hand............
it was nice. i liked it.
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someone sms-ed him. ......
wanted him to let me hold his hand again. he... didn't... respond...
again.
again.
one last time. held my hand out to show that i wanted to hold his hand.
okay. he... responded.
we held hands. again. ...............................
it was nice.
gonna alight soon.
i asked. if. he could kiss me.
he looked behind...... and......
pecked me on my cheek.

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the feeling. was. great.
i liked it. to the heavens.

followed him around.
well, percival said. it's over between them?
i don't know. guess they still liked each other.
followed them around. then. then.
well... dispersed......
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he is. attached. ...................................
i. thank him. for. the feeling he gave. on the bus.

it was nice.

hais............

maybe. never a chance like this ever again.
so. i want to say. thanks. alvin...
you'd be better off with percival
it was nice while it lasted
really...

Samuel

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