Four-hundred-thirty-fifth Post

hello~~~~~

so, i just had my Thai oral exam...... :(
it was bad! BADDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
-not gonna type thai because i don't know how to-

LOL

neeway, i'm A LITTLE FREE NOW but i have things to do. there's this false sense of being free. very false.

:(

oh, i couldn't sleep! i was awake from 7 pm like that last night until 10 am+++ the next day...... totallie lethargic. but i couldn't sleep.
you know the feeling of being too tired to sleep? :\
i wanted to sleep from 4 am to 6 am too but i couldn't, not even when i was imagining things...

maybe it's because i was wearing jeans =.= so no cool air to caress my thighs, causing me to stay awake.

yeap.
i got an "Excellent" score of 93 for my CM1111 mid-term exams ^^
oh, how i wish i can disable this touch pad. i keep on accidentallie touching it =.= and my typing cursor goes elsewhere. BEEACH.
gays are an abomination by my cruel, human words
since usagi-san said i should update my blog more often because he reads it, i shall try to!


you know, based on the concept of (drug) tolerance and withdrawal, i wonder if i should think of people that often. there will always come a point where thinking about them doesn't have an effect anymore because my body is accustomed to the high level of pleasure thinking about them...... then i'll look for other sources which are bad :(

maybe i should think of different people at different times? will that help?
i don't know :\
wonder if steven is doing well. my steven...... with ace who's taking great care of you? C:
and i'm sorry for my prejudice. it's just from the religious point of view, but i will always listen to what you say.
okay, i just disabled it :x idiotic. ARGHS NOW I CAN'T SCROLL.
silly that i undid the effect of things u.u won't anyone see me as a person and forgive me?
u.u if i were to change, i would like someone to change me. you?.............

kay. time to stop bah. i hope the next blogpost will be better.
1912 i just checked out my blog statistics and it says there were views from France before.
Samuel were you reading my blog? :(

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