Four-hundred-ninety-eighth Post

Helloooooooo~~~~~
welcome to 2016 :)

so, first thing's first — I got 5 급 for TOPIK II :D HAHAHAHA

as you ken see, i did alright :P met my target!
i was reallie scared i'd not get Advanced level for not completing my 쓰기 T.T but looks like the cohort didn't do well either HAHA
my 듣기 was surprisingly good ^.^

this should aid me in my application to a Korean university :)

so, i'm 23 now... back when i was 18, i felt hopeless, depressed, knowing for sure that i wouldn't live past that age...
who knew that i would've survived until now?
it must be due to the grace of God...... sigh. if only i were a better Christian......

the first month has passed already, and... i wish that there was more meaning to my existence at the moment
right now, i'm only giving tuition and then exercising. prettie non-productive...

i wanna say, though, that i'm verie proud to have gotten fitter :D
i was quite the weakling in JC... and just from 7 jan 2016, i struggled to do 30 sit-ups at a go.
RIGHT NOW, i can easilie accomplish that :3 and not even a lot of sweat to do 50 at a go!
now my routine is to do 60, though :P
and, and, and, ANDDDD just less than a week ago, i could barely manage a proper push-up. NOW, i can do at least four proper ones in a row :D up to ten at a go!
I'M GETTING FITTERRRRRRRRRR.
WOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!

not to mention, i can now swim breaststroke easilie :3 on some days i can manage to swim 20 laps! not continuously, though :P i've onlie picked up swimming 3 months ago... thank you Ms Wong for teaching miieee!!!!

alrite, it's February. that means that the application for Masters in Korea is open... i'll need to look up information and then apply verie, verie soon...
i may also go for a haircut later :P so watch out for another milestone!

alrite, goodnight~~~~~~~~~

Samuel

Labels: 2016, exercise, swimming, 한국어

Four-hundred-ninety-seventh Post: Pathological Hypersensitivity

Hello.

Thinking about some things today. emo elmo :(

swiping right, i encountered two guy profiles. the first was dlon's. it reminded me of my old self who had always yearned for an elder godbro.
the next one was alfred's. hmm... well, felt rather sad thinking about him and me. he sure can hold a grudge! ......

neeway, had been imagining about steven... he's so luckie to have ace :(
....................................................................................
i hope he's alright in paris. i hope his family is all alright.


on another note, i hate that i'm hypersensitive. it's like a curse.
what's the difference between being oversensitive and hypersensitive, you ask?
being oversensitive is just taking people's words too seriously when you hear them say it.
being hypersensitive is just 1) suspecting what other people have been doing without asking them, 2) suspecting every uncle or guy near a younger boy is a paedophile even if it's not the case, 3) basically, being actively oversensitive? being "oversensitive" is being passively oversensitive. being hypersensitive is being actively oversensitive......................

... i'm so sick up there. i wish i could get rid of this hypersensitivity. truth be told, it is like an illness.
it certainly isn't normal to suspect that any old uncle is a predator....................... arghs aoifho aidshgoei ghoraeighoeirh iuh oidfh dfoih
sdighaiuhgaisfhgkjag
fuckkkkkkkkk

you get the point.
back from bathing, 2216 hrs
neeway, let's see what happened in the past few months ^^ I worked part-time at Dexus, had been giving tuition, also made some new friends (?), sat for TOPIK II which was FREAKING DIFFICULT :@
hope I can get at least Intermediate II HAHA

my cousin got married on this Sunday but I had to sit for TOPIK :( sigh...
OH, and i also started swimming regularlie with Ms Wong ^^ she taught me how to do breaststroke, and that day, i tried to swim breaststroke but i was only moving in inches :( that was two saturdays ago
but this tuesday, i managed to swim EIGHT LEGITIMATE LAPS OF BREASTSTROKE :D no longer inching HAHA
*achievement*

oh, i also played StarCraft II: Legacy of the Void :D and completed it =x
my brother said the ending was rather lame, and i agree LOL
sad, it's the end of the starcraft saga :( the world is at fairytale peace, and no longer shall any evil threaten the existence of the creatures of the world.

i've been fat fat this year :( like i actually became overweight at above 64.0 kg LOL. my metabolism rate sure dropped drasticallie this year :( but it's picking up again because of the regular swimming! hope i can become healthier :D

alright. that's it for now. God bless one and all!

Samuel

Labels: 2015, dexus, swimming, thoughts, 한국어