long time no buhlugggggggggggggg lurh :( was suffering from a bout of uninspiration and laziness :x
i dreamt of steven one night. i dreamt that he was my classmate arh o_O LOL
freaking handsome, freaking nice! :P "nice" as a person
i still miss him...... write me a letter~~~~ :( :( :( hougang st 51 blk 574 #14-13 :(
Saw you from a distance
saw you from the stage
something 'bout the look in your eyes
something 'bout your beautiful face
in a sea of people
there was onlie you
i never knew what the song was about
but suddenlie now i do...... x)
alas...... what's done's done...... x( no turning back for some things......
an update on myself: i went for SCAMP and made some friends :) also went for my hall camp... and made some friends, too :)
a hall is like a dormitory where there are many blocks of rooms... with a common pantrie and all. there are also hall CCAs and events...... so it's not just a lodging place.
i'm staying in a hall! :) i feel so cornie typing exclamation marks and ":)" emoticons D:
expect much companie, good and bad...... hope won't meet asses, though
my father cooks great! i'm so luckie to have him x)
i think my phone has some problems D: calls cant come thru @_@ noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo T_T hitohira no hanabira ga yurete iru boku no tonari de ima~ didn't do my homework @_@ i think. planning to do homework in the weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees is stupid i will never do them <.< laying one's head on the pillow is like ingesting sleeping pills kinda xD
the past few days were reallie great for me @@ i felt great, with being hurt being a small cause xD thanks, God @@ today, we played tchoukball again xD our scores were like 15-5 xD i helped score 3 or something xDDDD so fun
hate paedophiles hate people who tell me what to do hate people who ask questions
love and hurt...... i think one's much easier to achieve
forget what i wanted to say ~.~ but i'm feeling good alreadie
Samuel
my dark room was attractive, so i went in. i laid on my bed......
started what i like to do...... which is to think. to imagine.
i screamed to myself, ......................... why did i stare so coldly, so uncaringly so arrogantly just regretting my actions
thought about my didi...... hurted him ~_~ poor thing...... i'm a lousie kor _|_
imagined kian visited...... the patheticalness of course, they can just fuck around in my room while i sit and cry at the gate they probablie wouldnt care
i drew a 杀人in the air
i thought of someone. just hurting him retributive............. heh having sex with people to feel good. thought of alvin i thought of alfred korkor.............................................. and i thought of someone else, totallie dominating him and i came out and i want to go back in and 陶醉在悲哀之中
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Samuel Tan Yuan Han
4th January 1993
spikedog123@hotmail.com
Loves <33
eating liquorice
eating sashimi
eating ice-cream
nice, handsome and smart people ^^ LINE
Wishes
Earn $1000 in 2012 (27 Mar 13) Have five tutees LOL (10 Aug 14) Pick up a new language (25 Nov 12) Dye mah hair ^^ (?? Feb 12)
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