Four-hundred-fifty-second Post

hey! (:

yesterday at work, it was a rather emotional ride for me...... well, here's why.


today (yesterday, i mean), there was a couple who came to dine. well, the guy...... was reallie handsome. smooth, dark complexion. cool (like reallie cool) demeanor. sweet smile. nice hair. kinda looked like dechathorn but surelie not an ass.
he was reallie charming... when he smiled at me...... it looked so good, you know?!?! LOL

i was kinda afraid the girl (probablie his gf) would become cautious of me...... HAHA.
anyway, it reallie got me thinking...... that i was reallie uglie and unattractive. my sideburns are a little too thick. my flawless face has been disfigured. i can never even be handsome enough to attract people. i'm no longer good-looking......
definitelie freaking unattractive to people like them...... sad.
sooooooooooo, i was reallie feeling depressed while working.

before this, i arrived at NYNY at 1+ pm. and then i'm suddenlie told there's a "split shift" i.e. i'm not to work from 3 pm to 6 pm. i was reallie put off because firstlie, i hate that i'd have nothing to do from 3-6 and i'd be wasting precious time and secondlie, i was not informed AT ALL about such a thing that just compounded to the first point. i was reallie -______- dafoog
my mood was rather ruined (also because i'm not treated verie well at work by ......) and so i sms-ed the outlet manager (who was not present) to complain...... in the end, it was arranged that i was to restart work at 5 pm instead. oh well. in the end, i spent my time memorising some sections of the menu...... which i did successfully ^^

in all that depression, i was wishing so much inside while my heart ached that there was something i could look forward to at the end of the day. i was thinking of my two exbf-es (i've only had four, and i am never ever talking about my first two). but, no, i could never see them again. there was nothing to look forward to.

all i can ever do is to play out my dreams in my thoughts.

anywaylah there was a large group of customers today who were made up of some singaporeans and some koreans. there was this korean man (old uncle) who was like ordering in a funny way HAHA. he wanted to order one NYNY Party Platter (which is reallie huge) and tiger beer so he was like saying 아이스, 아이스, 원, 원! HAHA

so while ate (pronounced as AH-tay which means auntie in tagalog) anna and i were with them taking orders, i asked 하나만? and the korean uncle looked at me and asked "what?" so i repeated... and he's like surprised LOL! the rest of the customers (12 of them in total) were kinda surprised O.O a singaporean chinese man asked "wah you can speak korean ar?" so i said "yea, a little..." then he said "good good" with a thumbs up HAHAHA XD

one korean man also asked me if i could speak O.O and i think he said good good too :D

thanks~

when ate anna was unclear about what the korean uncle wanted to order, i went back and said "손님, 이것은 하나만?... -pointing at NYNY party platter on the menu- and he repeated 손님 xD

and then, the korean uncle wanted to order TWO NYNY party platters instead D: so he's telling me 두, 두! while the others were like "NO NO NO, ONE! ONE!" and the korean uncle was insisting "TWO, TWO!"... LOLOLOL. it was reallie a sight to behold xD
in the end, i took his order lor. xD

HAHAHA, it's good to be multilingual ^_^ you never know which strangers you can impress and get a praise from ^_^

yea, after a long time, it was time to serve their desserts...... so i served the first banana split and i also wanted to serve the second one while saying something grand like "hello! banana split 왔습니다!!!!!" but ...... was like -_-'l| duwan me to serve ): seriouslie ....................................

anyway, i bowed to one of the korean men when he left ^_^ and also greeted 안녕히 가세요~ to the korean woman and she replied with a smile "네, 감사합니다~" ^_^


yeap. end of story. for the staff meal at the end of the day, it was a half rotisserie spring chicken code 803 ^_^ it wasn't bad :) rather succulent ^^



alright. in conclusion, i'm glad i have made some improvements in waitering :) i can take orders (from customers) better now. i also sms-ed the outlet manager to apologise if i've made him feel uncomfortable and he replied that it's not a problem, that my concerns are his duties......

-touched-

soooooo, i just walked to the bus stop after kovan station and took 101 home...

reached home and had steamboat dinner with my parents ^^

now, i'm going to sleep :)

valentine's day is coming! i reallie wish to ask my crush out (some handsome year 4 chemistry major from my korean lecture group) and i've sent him an e-mail too...... but he hasn't replied to my last one. he... doesn't seem keen on eating with me and a few times alreadie he hasn't been too nice to me... he's rather nice, though, when he teases me in korean class. sigh...... i wish my spoken korean was as good as his!

:( unrequited bah. but no matter, i won't think so much about it. i'll just imaginee and imaginee as always x) because i know i'm never good-looking enough for anyone i'm interested in.

Samuel

_{p.s. i wonder if i should become even more outspoken or just revert to being quiet like the handsome guy today......}

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