Four-hundred-seventy-fourth Post

hello guys~

i'm searching on google for part-time jobs i could do in the remaining 8-week vacation period. i've been looking for ice-cream parlour jobs like marble slab creamery, but GIVEN THE VERIE FORTUNATE SUPPLIE OF STAFF AT MARBLE SLAB CREAMERIE, I KENOT LAND A JOB THERE. DARRRRRRRRNNNNNNNNNNIT.

anyway, i'm rotting reallie badlie at home. i should look for a job =.= but i'm also looking for one that pays okay. i'll probablie check out OTHER ice-cream parlours :3 although i reallie want to try working at one with prestige and has real, good ice-cream, not crap ice-cream. this is so that there will actuallie be sincere customers ^.^ and that i won't feel bad selling crap. LOL.

i'll probablie go around town and visit those parlours and observe the environment and working conditions. then i'll enquire. i reallie don't wanna work somewhere i don't feel comfortable at.

and if they all insist i send in a freaking résumé.
......
i might send in the résumé LOL :x

but siriuslie, i'm so customer-orientated in my stint at new york new york. Y U NO WAN ME ;___; because i look like crap? ;__;
sobbles...... that means sob sob LOL

apart from working at an ice-cream parlour, i'm also interested in trying out working in retail. HUAHUAHUA
i so shie :$ sekali i get fired after two days...... sigh


anyway, yesterday 30 May 2014
i had a dream... i dreamt of steven. i dreamt that we went on holiday together ;D
although it didn't look like steven, i knew it was him from the way he spoke and the way he was. his soul, reallie.
the gentleness...... the steven qualities...... of being nice and obedient towards me......
i can't remember what happened in the dream, but i enjoyed it x) as always
i hope you haven't forgetten me x)
i love you. i hope you'd come back one day......

Samuel

Labels: 14break, dreams, 너

Four-hundred-seventy-third Post: Happy Tenteenth Birthday!

Happy birthday to you, Steven and Stephanie! Happy tenteenth birthday! ;D
I hope you guys enjoyed your day (or are about to enjoy your day)! Birthday in Paris? Geez, what are the chances......

I wish you a comfortable life and a fulfilling life with your loved ones!

And... Stephanie, forgive me already? :( Hais...... I was foolish. I wish you could forgive me for being such an as_____
:(

And... Steven, I hope you're doing well. I don't suppose you've forgotten about me, right? xD

It's going to be five years................... so...... anytime now? xD

Samuel

Labels: 14break, happiebirthday, 너

Four-hundred-seventy-second Post

Hey, man. It's been a looooooooooooongggg time since I last blogged......

You know the reason why I don't blog is because I'm "poisoned", right? ~.~

Anyway, I've been "clean" for ten days now. I feel the "best" now compared to the past couple of weeks.
Of course, I have not really been clean. I...... didn't rely on total stimulants abstinence.
~____~ of course the best is if I totally THROW AWAY THOSE STIMULANTS. THAT WOULD BE GREAT.



fuck withdrawal.

anyway, I had a nightmare yesterday... at least, it was becoming a nightmare.

I dreamt that I was dragged by the feet by a fucking gay pervert. I was being dragged into a room with his partner inside.
I knew I was going to be raped. To be molested and destroyed.

That feeling of being helpless...... and unable. it just gets to me. it pisses me off.
Thankfully, I woke up. FUCK YOU, PERVERTS _|_
ESPECIALLY, RAPISTS. I CURSE YOU TO HELL.

....................................................................................................................................

anyway, my second year in university has ended :D I'm SOOOOOOOOOO GLADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD :DDDDDDDDDDD
my 12-week break shall begin IN TWO DAYS. MUAHAHA.
SHALL I GO TO WORK? :B I should, to earn some money :x
after all, I bought some toys... or our mother bought some toys for us =x

LINE recently opened up a pop-up store (read: heaven) in Singapore at Wisma Atria :x I went there with Grace and our mother on Labour Day... it was a Friday :D

here are some pictures we took ^_^

IT's MOON :D!!!! with a dangling Sally =x


twist~~~ i got 33 likes on facebook for this oh yea *heart*
LOL

Gold Brown and Silver Cony...... made with real Au and Ag. LOL


tell me that you want this...... if you don't, you're not human.


SO CUTE RIGHT?!!!!!!! LOOK AT ALL THE DOLLS ON THE LOWEST SHELF :DD THEY EVEN HAVE SALLY CUPS ON THE RIGHT!!!!!!!


giant head dolls :B they say they're 45-cm wide...... guess how much they cost?
$50? NOPE. They cost as low as $2.95, BECAUSE SOME LUCKY FOOL WON THE LINE EVENT OF SUGGESTING THE LOWEST UNIQUE PRICE FOR THE DOLLS D:
T.T


neeway, here's a reallie neat postcard summing up the aweshumity of LINE. They >> WhatsApp, WeChat, Whatever.


Look whom we got home~~ ^.^ the small Moon head doll and some imitation Sallies..... LOL :x
kidding about the imitation sallies. they're separately bought when I went to Fourskin some days ago. LOL I TYPED THE ACTUAL WORD @@
Yea! So therefore I must find a job to pay back my mother for the toys......................... :x
Wild Wild Wet? Retail? Tuition?
I'll head down to Wild Wild Wet next Monday because the first 300 to flash their NTUC card can get free entrie =x you know me, I'm a sucker for free stuff and WILD WILD WET then i'll ask about working there again while i'm there =x

I'll also consider working for a month at Dexus to help Ms Wong out =x she asked me last year if I could work part-time there, but I alreadie had my wild wild wet job :s and I didn't reallie wanna work at a student care for one month

Alright. I hope I can remain clean :'(

toodles~

Samuel once again, I'm impressed with what a pro I am ^_^ 0646

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