Hey, man. It's been a looooooooooooongggg time since I last blogged......
You know the reason why I don't blog is because I'm "poisoned", right? ~.~
Anyway, I've been "clean" for ten days now. I feel the "best" now compared to the past couple of weeks.
Of course, I have not really been clean. I...... didn't rely on total stimulants abstinence.
~____~ of course the best is if I totally THROW AWAY THOSE STIMULANTS. THAT WOULD BE GREAT.
fuck withdrawal.
anyway, I had a nightmare yesterday... at least, it was becoming a nightmare.
I dreamt that I was dragged by the feet by a fucking gay pervert. I was being dragged into a room with his partner inside.
I knew I was going to be raped. To be molested and destroyed.
That feeling of being helpless...... and unable. it just gets to me. it pisses me off.
Thankfully, I woke up. FUCK YOU, PERVERTS _|_
ESPECIALLY, RAPISTS. I CURSE YOU TO HELL.
anyway, my second year in university has ended :D I'm SOOOOOOOOOO GLADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD :DDDDDDDDDDD
my 12-week break shall begin IN TWO DAYS. MUAHAHA.
SHALL I GO TO WORK? :B I should, to earn some money :x
after all, I bought some toys... or our mother bought some toys for us =x
LINE recently opened up a pop-up store (read: heaven) in Singapore at Wisma Atria :x I went there with Grace and our mother on Labour Day... it was a Friday :D
here are some pictures we took ^_^
IT's MOON :D!!!! with a dangling Sally =x
twist~~~ i got 33 likes on facebook for this oh yea *heart*
LOL
Gold Brown and Silver Cony...... made with real Au and Ag. LOL
tell me that you want this...... if you don't, you're not human.
SO CUTE RIGHT?!!!!!!! LOOK AT ALL THE DOLLS ON THE LOWEST SHELF :DD THEY EVEN HAVE SALLY CUPS ON THE RIGHT!!!!!!!
giant head dolls :B they say they're 45-cm wide...... guess how much they cost?
$50? NOPE. They cost as low as $2.95, BECAUSE SOME LUCKY FOOL WON THE LINE EVENT OF SUGGESTING THE LOWEST UNIQUE PRICE FOR THE DOLLS D:
T.T
neeway, here's a reallie neat postcard summing up the aweshumity of LINE. They >> WhatsApp, WeChat, Whatever.
Look whom we got home~~ ^.^ the small Moon head doll and some imitation Sallies..... LOL :x
kidding about the imitation sallies. they're separately bought when I went to Fourskin some days ago. LOL I TYPED THE ACTUAL WORD @@
Yea! So therefore I must find a job to pay back my mother for the toys......................... :x
Wild Wild Wet? Retail? Tuition?
I'll head down to Wild Wild Wet next Monday because the first 300 to flash their NTUC card can get free entrie =x you know me, I'm a sucker for free stuff and WILD WILD WET then i'll ask about working there again while i'm there =x
I'll also consider working for a month at Dexus to help Ms Wong out =x she asked me last year if I could work part-time there, but I alreadie had my wild wild wet job :s and I didn't reallie wanna work at a student care for one month
Alright. I hope I can remain clean :'(
toodles~
Samuel once again, I'm impressed with what a pro I am ^_^ 0646
I met up with shawn didi :B at bugis! he came right after his exam...... and the first thing he said upon seeing me?
"YOUR HAIR!" (in a negative way)
:@ :@ :@ :@ :@ :@ :@ :@ :@ :@ :@ :@
yea, i gelled my hair up that day, and he had to say sucha thing......
neeway, we walked around bugis first... blah. we went to bugis+ :B and after walking around the restaurants level for a while, we finallie decided on MANHATTAN FISH MARKET :B
it's his first time having manhattan fish market! :B
typical Singaporean behaviour... tsk :x
luckilie the waiter told us there was a lunch deal ^_^ so we got to eat at $8.95++ for our food each. otherwise, it would have been 11.95........
we also walked around bugis... bugis street, some food alley :B
in the evening, i brought him to try some APFELSTRUDEL! :B
(it's his first time too!)
HAHAHA the first time i ever tried apple strudel, i didn't like it. surprisinglie, he liked it on his first trie :D
i called my mom and asked her to come to bugis to have dinner :B so didi and i went to The Asian Kitchen at Bugis+...... i ordered 酸辣面 :B while didi ordered crispie duck noodles
surprisingly for a restaurant selling primarilie chinese food, there were manie indian waiters O.O must be a nice boss...
usuallie when i order suan la mian at a stall or restaurant in singapore, IT DOESN'T TASTE NICE AT ALL. it's not sour enough or it's not spicie enough
BUT THIS BOWL OF SUAN LA MIAN met my expectation. it was BOTH sour and spicie enough :D
i'd recommend people to try the Suan La Mian at The Asian Kitchen :B
my mom eventuallie arrived after...... who knows how long LOL
we went to SK Jewellery and my mom was checking out the diamonds while shawn didi and i were talking about random things. about fire and clouds LOL
when the shop (and the whole mall, actuallie) was closing, we left and on the way to the station, we stopped by Chewy Junior to buy some donuts :B
they were selling six for 7 dollars and nine for 12 dollars... SUCHA SCAM LAH. after i said that, right, i think the shop owner realised that i know the trick LOL so she said i could get donuts at 12 for 13 dollars... xD
so we bought 12! :B
after going down the escalator to the station, shawn realised his phone was not with him D:
in the end, we traced our footsteps back to the jewellery shop and IT WAS THERE ON THE GLASS! LOL
thankfullie no one took it :x the jewellery shop people said they thought it was the phone of one of their colleagues so they didn't bother asking.
see lah! Samsumg S3 too common le... :x
byebye shawnie ^_^ and i proceeded home with my mom...
Friday, 7th June
:D i went to work today! AT WILDDDDD WILDDDDDDDD WETTTTTTTTTTT :D :D :D :D :D :D: :D :D :D :D: :D :D :D: D :
i left my house at 8+ and i thought i could reach www on time at 9 am. when i reached pasir ris bus interchange, i boarded bus 358...... and to my horror, it went in the opposite direction D:
it was supposed to bring me to downtown east lah! but the bus i took was a bus that began its journey, not one that has looped back. dafroggggggggg
in the end i reached at 9.15 T_____T
okay lah. new people working! :B more CHINESE HAHAHAHAHA
i realised i am the oldest slide operator :( old old...... hais.
while i was manning the slide-up attraction, there was this new girl at the bottom who appeared verie sunnie O.O her "thumbs up" signal was verie nice :D i see le i verie happie :D
in case you guys don't know, before i can dispatch people down the slide, i need to make sure that the crew below is ready to receive them. we let each other know through a thumbs-up ^_^
and there was this humsum CHINESE guy slide operator :D LOL. okay.
and as alwaystherewerehumsumguysarounddaplacealongwithdaprettayegurlssssss
during my break, i purchased a cup of coke (30 cents nia ^^) from the dispensing machine and DAFUG THERE WERE MANY medium-sized ANTS IN MY DRINK. DAFUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
i was so disgusted =.= i even drank it without noticing them around 4 mL. FUGGGGGGGGGG
i threw the cup away LOL
sian
knocked off at 2.30 pm ^_^ didn't say goodbye to da people though
in the evening, i met up with ped :B at hougang mall! we walked to buangkok and had char kway teow at the kopitiam... so disappointed with the quantitie lah. SO LITTLE! BOOOOOOOO.
we also had ice kacang which filled us right up :B
we walked around buangkok... slacked at the playground. talked about homosexualitie and religion LOLOL. seems like he's okay with homomomomo ^_^ but i'm not.
we walked from buangkok to hougang green mall and we had dou hua tang yuan :D yum yum!
then we walked to opposite montfort sec de bus stop and chatted there for... like more than 30 minutes. then he boarded 88 home lor
^_^
Saturday, 8th June
WENT FOR MAH STITCHES REMOVAL! :D
as expected, we arrived 40 minutes late at the dental clinic LOL. after my mom's dental cleaning, we went to have lunch at some hong kong desserts shop o_O
this was the meal i ordered :D
it's...... rice with pork belly ^^ while my mom had wanton noodles with braised beef O.O more delicious than mine lor... :(
our meals came with herbal jelly (gui lin gaoooooooooooz) and carrot cake :D
after our meal, we walked from city hall to bugis ^^ she was talking about her life. her pregnancie 20 years ago and life before and after marriage. my late grandfather. income stabilitie. lee kong chian reference librarie LOL. so manie things!
which makes me sad...... i don't want her to go. i know we still have a long time together, but there will come a day where she has to leave me... leave us. hais x(
at around 1.30 pm+, i told her i wanna go home :B so she let me go LOL. she's checking out the great singapore sale at bugis :B
so i went home and ATE MAH COMPUTER AS MUTUALLIE UNDERSTOOD HAHAA
so i finished my Heart of the Swarm campaign ^_^ finallie got to see Tosh in it... but unfortunatelie, the Odin was not destroyed as I had made so in Wings of Libertie :(
my arm and teeth hurt :( i feel as if my arterie is choked......
plus i realised that my laptop's pad is hurting my wrist... you know how your wrist doesn't rest on a desktop keyboard when you type? for my GIGANTIC gaming laptop, it's like freaking large lah so my hand is actuallie resting on the laptop. painful :(
maybe i'm dying soon x)
i look so uglie ughs. my gums. my eyes. i wish i could turn back time. even go back 20 years ago......
anyway, here's a little update on myself ^_^
my first year in universitie is "over" le. my last exam took place a few days ago and now i have 12-13 weeks of vacation :)
WHAT SHELL EYE DU? :D
basicallie, i wish to work and .......... well, i planned to do a few things like going on holiday, working extra jobs, studying korean and thai as well as participate in some school stuff like CIP or adventure/trekking camps...... just for fun and to make friends. i wonder if i can keep up the motivation :\
neeway, i've been thinking about steven......
i hope he's doing ohkay. i wonder if you would still have been attracted to me even though i look like this now? :\
i know the preceding sentence is ungrammatical......
alright. i've also been playing Battlefield 3 :B i got that game for 5 dollars! :D it was on sale and my father let me buy it online :D
it's really difficult to play :\ and i keep on getting sniped and killed by the pros... sigh.
two days ago, i went out with shawn didi :B we met at dhoby ghaut station and had lunch at astons at the cathay :B
omg lah, there was this female server who must have lacked a lot of sleep. unresponsive, unfriendly. STEWPEED GURL.
:B on second thought, right, the food there is rather expensive :(
here's what i ordered! :B some grilled fish...... with pasta salad and mac n cheese which was like crap LOL
after our lunch, we went to St Games :D and played some Dead Island: Riptide for free :D they were having a free gameplay session that day :) i sucked man LOL. too bad we couldn't play together because of some technical difficulties :( it was supposed to be co-op, though.
after around an hour of playing :B we walked to somerset! we explored ORCHARD CENTRAL *heartheart*
shawn kept on IGNORING ME :@ :@ :@ :@ :@ :@ :@ spoke to a wall HAHA.
we went to cineleisure too because shawn wanted to buy some earrings o_O oh, and we went to daiso at dhoby ghaut and shawn bought me a cute $2 panda wallet :B
sucha cute toy is onlie 2 dollars! next time i go DAISO buy birthday toys le :@
we also had some ice-cream at orchard road :) in the past few months, ice-cream vendors have appeared in the city area selling 1-dollar ice-cream :D seriously *heart*!!
i treated shawnie 2 servings of ice-cream :B one in the wafer, one in the greenie bread :B i bought myself two too!
shawnie had triple chocolate and something LOL
i had sweetcorn (*heart*) and raspberry ripples :B
before we had ice-cream, we somehow ended up at luckie plaza O: and i knew that Jollibee from the philippines has recentlie opened a branch here in singapore! :B
so we went around the mall looking for the restaurant... but we couldn't find it :( until we decided to go up to the higher levels and shawnie spotted the logo!
blardie heels, it was on the seventh floor! :@
and it was closed :( i wanted to get the 35 pesos coke float which i thought was so value-for-money :( but here they sell at 2.30 dollars eeyer. cheat money :@ by the way, the exchange rate is roughly 100 pesos = SGD :s
nevertheless, i had shawn take a picture for me ^_^
omnnomnom :3
then we walked back to dhoby ghaut lor :) and parted ways at the station......
alright. that is all. i hope somebody is happy :x
and sorry for all the *heartheart* expressions LOL. i couldn't type less than 3 without incurring some coding error =.=
Samuel started typing probably at 4.50 am. vampire alert...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOYA LEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :DDDDDD!!!!!!! Now can go clubbing with us liao :3 we go on Friday okay? free entrie to............. -coughcough-
HELLO GUYS! me gonna blog about mah Friday ^_^
so me prepared nice nice and left mah house at 4++ ^_^ coz me was supposed to meet sendeh heng at 5 at harbourfront mrt station since sendeh said he'd be late, i thought i could go to the librarie in nex to see if there were any korean books. but NO, there weren't. so i picked up a book on tagalog...... and i was SHOOOOOO HARDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD :P
then i left the librarie when he sms-ed me that he was leaving his house. then i left for the mrt lor :P
so i arrived earlie o_O and my hair was nice that day :3 LOL. dilemma as to whether i should cart my hare
sendi heng arrived at like ????? pm LOL. 6 pm ?! ?! ?! but no worries, me ish kind and forgeeveeng person ^_^
we waited for some shuttle bus to One Degree 15 Marina Club O: apparentlie, i've been here before o_O so this is where qinhong's yacht is :3 we wanted to go for the yacht show needa pay?!?! in the end we nvr go lor. after coaxing me to have dinner at this rich-people's propertie, i finallie agreed @@ so we ordered this pizza...... duck/charsiew pizza?!
then hor, got this reallie cute cook/guy behind the frying-egg counter in front of the tv WHICH YOU CAN SEE IN THE ABOVE PICTURE :3 SO CUTE @@ looks a bit like Tee.Yap, aged 20+ probablie... i saw his cute smile as he was speaking to his colleague, scratching the back of his head while doing so but sendi duwan help me get his number/contacts -dejected-
ya know that kind of boyish charm? :\ but it's okay :P life's like that. imagine how creepie it'd be to have an uglie, messed-up-face guy go up to you to ask for your number besides, i can see him again when i go to the restaurant again for buffet with sendi (?) LOL that restaurant is called Latitude, by the way.
we decided to go CLUBBING afterwards :P actuallie i was bugging him to bring me go clubbing LOL it was 10.30 ++ and we took the shuttle bus back to vivocity...... then took the mrt to clarke quay :P WE'RE GOING TO ZIRCAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
thankfullie, they accepted student pass and not IC...... LOL. entrie was so expansive so we entered zirca...... not how i imagined it to be LOLOLOLOLOLOL. boring clubbish music. clubbish as in NOT remixed pop songs like in -coughcough- then, we decided to go to rebel instead, since we could enter both clubs with the same chop......
we exited zirca and looked for the place LOL. then we found it...... it was a little better than zirca LOL. remixed pop songs were played, but all the songs were by black rappers...... and there were some girls dancing to each other. disgusting LOL.
sendi decided to get another drink and we wanted to exit rebel and enter zirca from the main entrance until we CHANCED UPON A LINKED walkway to zirca LOLOL. zirca and rebel are actuallie side-by-side sendi found out that day too LOL.
as midnight approached, more people started to enter rebel...... sendi said dee kosh was there O.O soon, nicer music was played :P and the dance floor was filled with people...... sendi and I occupied a spot near the dj booth :P there was a plump and bald dj playing nice tracks :P LOL. but i'm disappointed that they don't play full songs :( only parts of songs...... unlike in -coughcough- i kept on looking at the spinning discs and dj equipment o_O LOL. interesting O:
i also kept on looking at someone O: LOL. handsome :3 kinda looks like jeremie chase (da model)...... O: O: O: suave and cool
in conclusion, i kept on looking at two people this time i went out. LOL.
i saw dee kosh hugging the silver statue O: O: O.O LOL.
another dj took over after some time......
this song was played :P WHICH I THOUGHT WAS REALLIE NICE SO I SANG ALONG :P
i also sang along to songs which i knew like...... Down by Jay Sean, Set Fire to the Rain by Adele, Dirty Bit by Black Eyed Peas (which i didn't like actuallie but it sounded nice in the club. the hypocritical nature of humans :P)
when it was 2.30, we left the club lor...... coz sendi wanted to go home. he said he wanted to go to le noir to have a drink but in the end, we just sat down somewhere and stoned for a while :P sendi then decided to return to rebel LOL :P so we went back to rebel to club sommore :P and we went back to our same standing spot and there was this couple... the girl was attacking her boyfriend with octopus sucker kisses... DISGUSTING GIRL DOING THAT RIGHT IN FRONT OF MAH FACE?! WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO PROOF? HUH? btw i intentionallie spell like this for comic relief... yea, so we clubbed sommore~ and then an angmoh deejay took over O.O and played some songs which i didn't reallie fancie :P and my bro must be reallie bored LOL. he's playing maplestory O.O not long after, SOMETHING REALLIE I HAVE NEVER EXPERIENCED BEFORE HAPPENED O.O
THERE WAS A POLICE RAID!!!!!!
so the dj was told to stop playing... D: the lights were turned on and people started groaning O: sendi said the police raid was related to drugs...... and probablie catching underaged youths O: a policeman asked for the ic of someone who looked young...... then they came to us and looked at us from head to toe to head. LOL. in the end they never ask for my IC :@ :@ :@ :@ ?!?!?! I DON'T LOOK YOUNG TnT -sad-
then these girls wanted to take a photo with the handsome dj :P and i wanted to do the same!!! :( anyway, i snapped a photo of him at work :P kinda blurrie... but i was afraid it's not allowed to take photos LOL.
it was alreadie 3+... since music wasn't gonna play anytime soon and the club closes at 4, we decided to leave :P
went to mcdonald's to have some food first...... wanted to exchanged a ten-dollar note for five $2 notes but the dumbdumb cashier gave two $5 notes instead. DUMB DUMB!!! LOL i write like a dork :@ then i was waiting for mah nightrider...... sitting beside a group of koreans O.O they were speaking...... sigh. flawless faces and prettie complexion :s me want T.T i almost wanted to ask them in korean if they could exchange money with me but i decided not to :@ ME TOO WEAKKKKKKK. social weakling.
soon, the bus came :D NR6... heng my ez link card got money ^^ then can ride... otherwise must drop a five-dollar note for a 4.50 fare
first time sitting nightrider wor...... i think i alighted at opposite montfort after 30 minutes or more o_O not bad! BUT SHO EXPENSIVE! cheaper, compared to the last time they forced me home taking a ............ arrived home at 5+, quicklie removed mah contact lenses, bathed and entered dreamworld...... HEHE
alright, gotta go to mah aunt's house now for dinner! :P
firstly, happie birthday to tanying~ HAPPIE FOURTH BIRTHDAY :D!!!
OKAY.
Tuesday, 28 February
i was at home waiting for time to pass in the morning...... so i asked Frau Heng when i should go to MOELC for German Day over sms :D and she said at 3.30 pm...... so i sms-ed Rain if he would like to go out with me in the evening o_o since L was busy.
soon, i departed~ for bishan MOELC OMGGGGGGGGG long time no go there liao...... do i miss it? who knows? THANK YOU GRACE :P IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN :D
so i arrived~ welcome by Frau Yong and Frau Heng :D and had some german sausages...... O.O with some mustard sauce and dunnoewhat chilli sauce...... and, most deliciously, Kartoffelsalat :D!!!
Als die Zeit verging, war es schon die Zeit für die Performances...... i know my german sucks <.< so i stayed behind to watch the performances~ as USUAL, i understood only 10% of what the people were blabbering about...... jemand, schiess mich tot. after allllll the performances and when the whole thing ended, i stayed behind for a while ^^ finallie returned Frau Yong her german book since october/november...... LOL. had sommore Kartoffelsalat ^^ and then listened to Frau Heng talk about herself...... wah, i'm amazed. LOL she's a remarkable and achieved lady. soon, bade farewell lor......
went to bishan mrt north-south line and found rain sitting waiting for me. O.O then we took a train to somerset...... LOL. and went to the mcdonald's beside cineleisure to eat O.O he verie kind sia...... he bought for me a wasabi filet-o-fish meal + upsized + ice lemon tea drink! i only had to pay him zero cents! O.O then we talk talk lor...... he started bregging about his multiple empirical achievements. LOL. amazing! he was a cook, a hairstyling apprentice, a...... dunnoewhat lah. a lot can liao. after finishing our food, he brought me to the skating carpark (?) and said he was once an international rollerblader...... ORLY? LOL. we then walked to ion there...... what for? LOL. then we chatted a while at ion...... then i was a little in the mood so i suggested we go sit down and talk. so, we went to starbucks that L brought me to last time. the same table, except that i sat where L sat and he sat where i sat ^^
AND SO, THE INTERROGATION BEGINS.
i started asking about his...... HAHAHA. so he told me about his 前 (now referred to as "qian") and that his qian stays at his house. he told me that he and his qian went with two other girls to genting O.O and told me everyyyyyyythinggggg (in general) about what transpired those four days :P he told me too how he got to know his qian...... apparentlie, his qian was introduced to him by another qian of his <.< and they exchange contact information, became godsiblings and then entered a relationship together...... yea. don't i ever wish?
then he started invading my privacy but asking invasive questions LOL. idiot :@
i whatsapp-ed my father to ask where he was o_o and grace too. because i didnt wanna go home, i asked if i could go to rain's house LOL. AND AFTER SOME PLANNING and arrangements, the plan was passed :D
sho we took the mrt to marsiling station...... oops, i'm revealing a lot of information about him :x i entered his house and i was greeted by his doggie :D it's reallie intelligent! it spontaneouslie bit a ball and passed it to me, wanting me to play fetch with it! O.O how intelligent is that? :P
i caught a little glimpse of his qian who was lying on a mattress in a room...... O: then from 12/1+, i was using his computer. my goodness, his google chrome =.= so disgusting...... i never saw someone so blatant. geez. o_O and he owned a pet dwarf hamster! :B SHO CUTE! :DDDDD!!! it was white white :D so i watched some glozell as he sat beside me on his large chair o_O meant for him and his qian while they used their own computers...... watched some glozell LOL and then we resorted to whose line is it anyway? so, i had some laughs (don't know about him)...
sian ar. that lethargic guy LOL.
at 4.30 lidat, we left his house again ^^ because it was time to go home. so we walked from marsiling to woodlands station...... thought of having mcbreakfast but nah, go home suan le. sho i took the mrt home while he took it back to marsiling :B
RETURNED HOME AT 6+++++++ and then went to bathe and everything. and went to sleep at 8 =.= tired samuel......
SHO IT'S ALREADIE Wednesday, 29 February :D
i woke up at 1 pm =.= i thought i slept for verie long but actuallie onlie for 5 hours. sigh...... i love Grace's bed :3 it's verie comfie ^^
because i failed to return to dreamworld, i decided to use my computer anyway. i watched running man episode 44 :D!!! until 3.40 lidat then i left home because i was meeting ryan :D
sho i arrived at dhoby ghaut station using my own ezlink card T.T adult fare T.T and he arrived in a while :D we first went to some beancurd store near POMO O.O rocher road beancurd...... :P then we chatted a bit~ he asked me about my korean then we slowlie talked until about running man LOL sho after our "appetiser", we went for our "lunch"...... before which, i brought him to la salle :D to have a look around...... interestinglie, he saw his friend there o_o chilling out with a bunch of people. then we also went up to the 2nd level uninvited and took a look around the place :x so after a while, we went for LUNCHEH :D
so i brought him to some thai restaurant where joshua brought me before o_o thai gold something...... so we ordered a bowl of tomyum noodles, pad thai and shared dish of kangkong, thai-styled! :D not to mention mah favourite <3 THAI ICE MILK TEA < DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
so we ate our delicious food and chatted~ and chatted~ LOL. i asked him how one can prove that the square root of 2 is not a rational number...... interesting lah. we also chatted about many thengs...... and it was alreadie 6.30++
after lunch, we walked to orchard central where we spent the rest of our time together~ we went to the rooftop garden, the game centre at level 5 o_O then some stationery shop at lvl 6, then molecule at level 3...... LOL. we walked around the mall lah. chat ah, blah ah, blah blah blah...... then our last stop was mcdonald's beside cineleisure :x sho i got my wasabi filet-o-fish meal + ice lemon tea (no upsized this time) then we talk~ about A level results, universitie...... and my planned attire for friday (which is tomorrow @@) and then i contacted my father at 10+ via whatsapp. then we arranged him to pick me up at the carpark nearby :P (i typed nearbie LOL but i think it will look weird <.<)
sho father arrived soon and i bade farewell to ryan :D thanks for the day! (and speaking korean with me LOL)
and i'm home (at 11+ but i bathed and all and came out at 11.45 and have been blogging till now, 1 am)
okay. no plans for today at the moment...... sigh.
btw, check this video out ^^ it's well-sung, well-pronounced :D!!
i slept quite well this afternite, actuallie O.O for nine hours~ the power of steven and my love for him, o ^^ and his love for me, too
i'm gonna annoy you guys with this annoying song :D Scheiße! The 'ß' character is actuallie a sharp 'S', so it's actuallie a double 'S': SS. the alternative spelling would be Scheisse :B but i keep on seeing noobs on youtube say ScheiBe. NOOB. Scheibe in German means... forget it LOL.
Scheiße means Shit in German, by the way. pronounced as "shy-sir" :D
yesterday at 5 pm, i went out to meet harry in the citie :D yup, harry potter. joking. we met at dhoby ghaut mrt station and he's shorter than me HAHAHA :P we walked to takashimaya...... on the way, we talked some :P LOL. that's because he needed to go ngee ann tower A for some interview the next day (which is today). we then decided to go elsewhere ^^
we headed to paragon for a while...... boring place. he wanted to bring me to TOYS R US but he didn't...... stewpeed :@ we left again for the next unknown destination
as we were happily chatting on the street minding our own business, some woman suddenly scolded me o_o some TOTALLY RANDOM OLD AUNTIE cursed me to ______ my _______. Strange woman. I figure she has some animosity against gangsters/mads (pronounced as "mud", aka malay gangsters) and i was dressed in solid unreflective black with a short sling bag with bright brownish hair. ME NO GANGSTER LA, DEH.
speaking of hair, i have fears that i would be denied my A level results/certificate with dyed hair x__x strange... LOL. in that case, i'll need a proxy. SHERLYN MEI MEI < DDD HELP ME OKAY? :3
so we entered cineleisure...... we walked around. that ignorant fool doesn't know what Sticky is! :@ i also spotted two guys carrying bags...... gei noobs. LOL.
we went to 313@somerset de basement to have indonesian bbq chicken...... then on the way down on the escalator, got handsome guy wor O: HAHA. must be a working young adult. wonder if he's nice, o ^^ but no matter. omg back pain <.< God, may I not die so soon... and i just realised my half-eaten chicken rice before i left home is gone O: wasted :\
we chatted some over food and then headed to orchard central. LOL wah, he so nice treated me cold stone creamery wor ^^ 8 ounces one...... oz is ounce, right? LOL so we chatted again over ice-cream beside a therapeutic water feature...... because my final taste of the ice-cream was the disgusting chocolate chip, i wanted a drink. so we went over to centrepoint cold storage to get some bottled ice lemon tea :B my treat this time! we then headed back to orchard central and went to the coffee bean side beside the water feature...... and chatted more ^^ and we spotted a lesbian couple...... -chills down my noob spine- i received news on mah clients, too :D so i'm a happie boi ^^
after some time, we headed up to the roof garden...... and chatted moreee and moreeeee. haha. i wish L would just give me a chance to go out with him again, surelie he'd be less unimpressed this time ^^
as it was closing 10.20 pm, i decided to let him go LOL. so we walked back to dhoby ghaut area...... and we waited for his bus to come at like 11 LOL. then i took the train home ^^ and walked home~
reached home, greeted by mr tzx on msn. asked if someone was still mad at me. guess he is. harry reached home at 12.15 LOL. it's strange how there are so manie ants in my house -_- after bathing, i asked if mr tzx wanted to skype ^^ omg he so handsome...... and alien voice LOL. long time no see, he's grown to 184 cm liao. alien. he didn't call me korkor though which was fine. i didn't requested, anyway. so we chatted while i did my korean and he did his biologie...... haha. then we turned in at 2+++ O_O
so, CIAO BABES :B thanks for reading, ghosts later got small business to make wahahaha :D
yesterday (1st Feb), i went out with sendeh shuai ge :3 LOL.
so, we went to the starhub outlet at plaza singapura at B1...... LOL. while i played jetpack joyride......
we then went to POMO O.O to pass his mom some starhub stuff...... then he had nothing to carry along while we enjoy our time together :3
after that, we went to the kopitiam to have our luncheh O: i had indonesian BBQ chicken ^^ ayam panggang :D while he had...... some beef noodles O.O
then i brought him to the highest level to ask him about some anime things...... the one which L korkor watches. we looked at some weapon replicas at other shops...... LOL. he also commented that there are many ugleh people in the album in otaku house LOL. lalala~
we also went to yamaha O.O he played a little...... while i damn paiseh lah. Never mind, I'll find someone like you~~~~ LOL. can't play it yet, haven't touched my keyboard for a few weeks ._. that paiseh feeling, you know? like...... damn sad ): he also showed me an Ultra-Contemporary Keyboard o_o that has autoplay...... which means the keys go down as if they were pressed when they play a song...... cool! 16 thousand dollars LOL.
we then went to orchard central ^^v mah favourite place :3 LOL. i should stop going so frequentlie...... he had cotton candeh while i had popcorn ^^ LOL. and i saw the guy who works at nautica :D but i thought i shouldn't go say hi...... i'll be seen as a stalker liao, lidat ):
we went to the roof garden...... okay lah, he wasn't verie interested, so we went down LOL and had more cotton candeh :3
prollie at 5/6+, he decided he wanted to go for some job search in clarke quay... so we walked back to dhoby ghaut and took a train to clarke quay station.
we sat down on those stone steps that go down into the singapore river...... we sat for a while to blow wind :3 and talk about random things. then we got up and walked around the clarke quay mall area o_O we even saw the turkish ice-cream stand...... LOL. that man :3
in the end, also never interview...... or whatever. so in the end, we left for the mrt station coz he needed to go somewhere O: that's when sarah whatsapp-ed me to ask me some chemistrie questions :3
i alighted at dhoby ghaut station and bade farewell to sendeh :3 thanks for coming out :3 so i exited and walked to orchard central again...... omg. LOLOLOL. because joshie said he was at centrepoint...... which is good because i have companie :3
so i was sitting down on the 4th level...... when SOMETHING CAUGHT MY EYE.
and it was floating as if it had neutral buoyancy... LOL. it was floating freelie :3 and i wanted to grab it!
but it's floating high in the air beyond reach @@
it floated from the fourth level down to the 2nd and then up again...... so i rushed to take the elevator like... down, up, down, up...... -_- LOL.
THEN, i saw that it was sinking...... and not going up anymore! so i quicklie rushed down again...... and...... looks like the floating patrick has attracted the attention of mr nautica and another staff there :3
ALAS, i caught patrick xDD and the other staff smiled at me...... and mr nautica looked at me, too. i smiled back LOL :3 i bet he must be scared of me now...... but it's nice seeing him :B
patrick with nowhere to go! >:D
caught ^^v
so i waited for time to pass...... so that joshie and his friend will be done with their appointments...... and in time, i was asked to meet him at 313 entrance :3 i handed him his gift lor ^^ a paper heart...... better folded this time o_O
he then brought me to the basement and got some food for me...... isn't he kind :D!!! i had tako balls....... yummeh ^^ as well as some sushi and...... riverside indonesian BBQ chicken... which, according to him, is the same as that i ate earlier...... OMG ): but the tako balls and sushi were nice :3 i also showed him L korkor's photos and asked if he knew him...... he said he looked familiar O: he asked if i'm dating someone...... that is most impossible LOL. heh ^^
soon, his friend and another guy came ^^ so they chatted for a while...... while i heard them talk and bore a nascent toothache...... :'(
soon, they all had to go home...... i said i wanted to take a train from dhoby ghaut (for adult fare concerns...) so they led me out of somerset station...... through the wrong exit LOL. so after they've left, i went back down into the station and went up by the other exit ^^ and walked towards dhoby ghaut station...... by then, nautica had alreadie closed for the day O: which was fine ^^ it was alreadie 10++ o_o
so i held mah newfound friend whose name is patrick and we went to take a train at dhoby ghaut station......
my father iMessaged me...... my sister ~.~ giving him a headache. it just sickens me to see helplessness and patheticness, for lack of a better word. but i wish that God will make me more understanding...... may I not disregard such emotions and learn to have compassion......
i took bus no. 325 to the place behind my house ^^ walked home......
so now here i am, all cleaned and in pain...... ass toothache. wonder if L korkor is doing okay without me...... most probablie. heh. thanks for your 细心-ness in finding out about me, anyway. I appreciate it ^^
i've done it again. another fiasco, as Steven would aptly put it...... it's sad how my genuine, sad side doesn't get the consolation it yearns............
speaking of steven, i saw a child with brownish hair at plaza singapura earlier...... woah. steven x)
do i feel hungrie now? <.< my stomach muscle hurts a little.
yesterday (28th Jan), my maternal relatives came over to my house ^^ i CANNOT BELIEVE how B-E-A-UTIFUL a cousin of mine has become...... OMG. BEAUTIFUL! nice to see my relatives ^^ the laughter and familiarity...... and i couldn't joke because my father was dominating the mood with his jokes and puns. GRR. besides, my chinese ain't pro yet...
and of course i couldn't wait for something since the moment i woke up at 7 and couldn't reenter dreamworld. it just cuts me to type this now
ya know? ............................................................................
his elusive smile. i must have failed badlie ~.~ i always fail...... but my parents always laugh at mah antics and nonsense...... i do have some worth, huh? ^^
hais...... i failed to entertain him. my goodness, he just walked out of a shop i went into ;___; a clear indication of how boring i am.
he didn't let me use my starbucks card to get a drink, too ;___;
poor samuel...... but it's okay ;D i always tell myself that...... i told myself that like at least twenty times in the past six hours. how noob can you get?
he didn't even touch my head )'; like a korkor would to a didi!
nevertheless, i'd love to see him again. of course, if he pushed all the right buttons...... like at least caress my head i'd reallie hais just freaking noob. melt thanks, though, for the coffee ^_^ it was reallie high-class...... the last guy who touched me greatlie just got me a 1-dollar ice-cream...... which was well good enough x) just fucking shock my heart, you......
Samuel but i still want to see you again.
i just appended this music video because i was listening to it :P
recentlie, i went out with a SHUAI GE, T. in fact, just yesterday ^_^
so, i woke up at 9.30, around that time. i went to look into the mirror and my heart stopped. LOL kidding :P
then i had a bad stomach :@ :@
thennnnn, i dressed up and lay on the bed to whip ma hair :B LOL
soon, i left home wearing the Best. Shirt. Ever. which seemed a little dirtie o_O LOL
waited for the blardie 101 ;eeks LOL. if not for my hair, i'd have walked to the station. and i would perspiring also... so never mind LOL
so, i boarded the train from hougang mrt station to dhoby ghaut and switched lines to get to somerset :D
when i exited through the barricade, i went to the toylet because i wanted to check on MA HAIR and i believe T also exited because passengers were alighting at both platforms o_O sucking on strepsils pain relief MAX <.< after a little game of hide-and-seek, i finallie found him :D
acne is a real beach somewhere in the world...... but it's okay, it's okay~ ;D
it was raining, but we proceeded to orchard central ^_^
soooooo...... the first stop wasn't the toylet, but rather some Black Market. LOL T seems to like browsing through clothes o_O hmm...... it's some clothes shop, by the way
we then headed to molecule which was some giga-modern furniture shop o_O LOL. expenshiff shtuff >:
slowlie, we headed up and up and up...... from the 2nd floor to the 10th floor ^_^ but T didn't want to go to the roof because it was drizzling-aling D: which was fine with me as always ^_^
we then took the elevator down to the first floor and guess what we found.................................... FREE COTTON CANDEHHHHHHHH :DDDDDDDDD LOL! the "free treats by OC" corner was manned by a few old people o_o like an uncle and two aunties... one of whom was a little grandma-ish :s the uncle even joked to me when i asked 是免费的吗？他说，算你是免费，算别人就要收钱⋯⋯ LOL apparently, i got T feeling like a child again...... LOLOLOL. aren't i powerful? :B
i went to the basement...... dirty-stained couches LOL. white stains O_O basement two... yuan lai the restaurant is called MEDZS or something O.O maybe we should eat there someday?
we went to Centrepoint which is the mall opposite of orchard central... to have McDonald's :B i ordered beef prosperity burger meal... so McDonald's is gonna donate 50 cents to MiNDS, ^^ the burger was nice :B nice! < DD
after our meal, we went up to street level and walked towards ION shopping mall...... and HALF-WAY, we decided to go into Abercrombie & Fitch, the gay apparels store :B (i only say GHEY because there's a parody on it by MadTV :@) so i hurriedlie finished my sprite and we entered...... and there was a topless, muscular guy o_O GROSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. but the place was rather nice :B a little clubbish...... O.O the clothes looked comfie :B but they cost a bomb :@ so after spending maybe 10 minutes there, we proceeded...... and i saw sherman who didn't see me LOL
we soon reached ION and because it's sucha noisie and crappie place, we went looking for a place to sit down to play osu!, some beats tapping game o_O but not yet, we sat on some longish bench and we started chatting...... >: speaking of which, T is a rather open and frank guy.
T told me many things i didn't know. i didn't know ION had a residential area -___- rich people. T was also verie kind, he asked if I liked chocolates. LOL and he bought some chocolates for me :3 Royce white chocolate? KEN YOU BELIEVE IT? :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD act of kindness should be recognised and applauded *clap*
i begged him not to go off (as i would to anyone) and in the end i followed him to yishun ^_^ could have met pim hor? LOL
went to his friend's home, he needed to collect something o_O the auntie...... her thinking was rather interesting. she seems conscious of -coughcough- and is rather embracing towards it? hmm...... but she not verie kind to their pet dog lah >: which was reallie cute :3 it kept on punching me with her paw, wanting me to pat and rub her...... like rub her belly. T is reallie handsome. reallie...... so...... listening to them speak. it was a reallie nice experience ^_^ i might even come again next saturday for chainese new year ^_^
then we went back to the mrt station and we boarded the train o_o he was off to collect another thing. sucha busie guy LOL
we alighted at woodlands station...... went to the nice-looking toilet which STANK OF DISCUSTING :@ :@ :@ at causeway point
we headed to Woodlands Civic Centre de starbucks...... he got a drink (using my starbucks card hehe) and we started talking... i asked him a lot of questions like "When was the last time you cried", "When was the second last time you cried" and "When was the third last time you cried". so interesting hor? i also asked a lot of similar questions LOL.
eventuallie, i started sharing about my experiences...... like about some AR$C|-||_0Ch living in sengkang.
i eventuallie talked about steven. of course, i didn't mention his pristine name, i just used the third-person to refer to him...... you know? there was a genuine welling-up when i talked about our final days, like separation and reallie the regrets of my own handling of the relationship. to even speak about the impossibility of his return and his unwillingness to ever communicate with me again...... it just cuts me. of course, all of these are my fault ^^ he never did anything wrong......
i was getting reallie tired :\ and so we went to the bus interchange and waited for 161. it eventually came and i thanked him for coming out and being my friend @@ isn't he kind? xD
the ride back...... i fell asleep LOL. came home speaking like a duck ): and went to bed...... tired and sad
i woke up 4 hours later, at 4 o_o and it's 6.23 am now
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Samuel Tan Yuan Han
4th January 1993
spikedog123@hotmail.com
Loves <33
eating liquorice
eating sashimi
eating ice-cream
nice, handsome and smart people ^^ LINE
Wishes
Earn $1000 in 2012 (27 Mar 13) Have five tutees LOL (10 Aug 14) Pick up a new language (25 Nov 12) Dye mah hair ^^ (?? Feb 12)
Find a girlfriend
Have 20/20 vision Fix my teeth (03 Nov 16)
Have a haircut (04 Mar 2015)
Have a haircut (23 Jun 2015)
Have a haircut (31 Oct 2015)
Have a haircut (30 Dec 2015)
Have a haircut (04 Feb 2016)
Have a haircut (10 May 2016)
Have a haircut (13 Jul 2016)
Have my hair dyed (14 Jul 2016)
Have a haircut (21 Oct 2016)
Have a haircut (09 Mar 2017)
then i'll ask about working there again while i'm there =x
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