things to do to lead a (psychologicallie) healthie life:
1. swim and play my violin
2. repeat step 1
honestlie, i feel like there's a black hole in my heart that is sucking away my ability to breathe
i feel short of breath
..................................... body's making noise again
______ing bodie
i've considered the thought of going to prison where i will have no choice but to undergo cold turkey
i see no ways where i can effectivelie curb my addiction...
........... okay honestlie i feel terrible inside now
bodie, bodie, bodie...... can't you stop being a _____BEACH
on another note, hi! i went to thailand this month :P from 6 Dec to 11 Dec
i met up with my thai friend, glenn :P as well as his friend, May
and i also met up with Pim xD
this time, i didn't shop at platinum fashion mall. instead, i explored the siam area and i think i'm a little familiar with the place now :P
my abilitie to read thai has also increased, but my listening is still bad
and speaking... kinda bad :(
i watched two movies with glenn :D Big Hero 6 and I Fine Thank You Love You (a thai movie which had NO ENGLISH SUBTITLES AT ALL)
understood maybe 10% of what was blabbered in the thai movie? :x
sigh......
on the first day, we woke up at like 6++ and went to the airport :s and we took Thai Airways wor :D
i haven't taken a non-budget airline for so long... all this while, i had been taking Jetstar...
so, good experience :D
before boarding the plane, one can take some newspapers on a stand outside the aeroplane's door, so i took a Thai newspaper
and when the air stewards and air stewardesses saw me with the newspaper, they spoke thai to me LOL
?_________?
there was breakfast provided on the plane :D it was rather delish~
(MAYBE I'LL UPLOAD THE PHOTOS NEXT TIME)
we arrived at the airport after around two hours, and glenn and may were waiting at the arrival section :P
saw glenn in person. finallie
HE LOOKS SO CUTE :D
:P
while my parents and sister took a cab to the hotel first, i went with glenn and may to ride may's car
may's car was low on petrol so she drove to DUNNOE WHERE to top up a particular kind of petrol called Benzene before driving back to bangkok to the hotel to meet my family who was waiting for us for like 30 minutes and more LOL :x
coz may and glenn didn't know the way either............
anyway, once we reached the hotel, the six of us took may's car and she drove us to Hua Lamphong to park her car so that we would take a cab to Yaowarat (aka Chinatown in Thai) to have shark's fin soup :B
because there's no parking lot in chinatown, you see
and when onlie the three of us were in the car before arriving at the hotel, they were talking a lot
but when my family joined us in the car, DEAFENING SILENCIOOOO
HAHAHA
okay, so we had shark's fin soup and it was glenn's and may's first time trying it
:P
afterwards, they brought us to a placed called Sampheng
WHERE THEY SOLD LINE STUFF OMGGGGGGG
you know the line toys i bought at central forum in school at $5 a piece?
OVER HERE, IT'S BEING SOLD AT I THINK 2 DOLLARS? AND THEY'RE OF THE SAME SIZE AND KIND OMGGGGGGGGGG
but manie of the toys looked deformed lah
BUT HOR YOU KNOW FOR AROUND SIX SINGAPORE DOLLARS
I GOT A LINE TOY THAT IS AROUND 15 cm LARGE?!
HAHAHAHAHA next time don't want buy from the line auntie in school liao :x just wait till i go to bangkok again *-*
at around 5 pm+, glenn and may brought me to their university nearby
they were having a BOOM ceremonie kinda thing where juniors surround their graduating seniors and dance and cheer and make a RACKETTTTTTTTTT
and their school looks reallie old and run-down......
their school looks like an old primarie school in singapore :s makes me appreciate the state of my university even more...
afterwards, may drove glenn and me to some mall and dropped us off there to go back home, and glenn brought me to have dairy queen ice-cream :P
and then we walked to siam and browsed the malls there...... taking lots of pictures too :P
glenn brought me to write a message to the Thai King in a book in some mall, and i wrote in Thai "I wish you good health and happiness always" xD
then we went to mcdonald's at some mall I DON'T KNOW WHICH
it's so confusing, because the malls in siam are called Siam Paragon and Siam Square and Siam Centre LOL
but i know siam paragon is the old old one which i didn't go to
so it's either siam centre or siam square, but i don't know :x
so, i ordered corn pie :P my favouriteeeeeeee
right now they're having a promotion where it goes at 19 baht a piece :D it used to be 25 baht a piece
-happiesammie-
DAY 2, glenn and may waited for us at siam paragon in the afternoon and we all went to Chatuchak weekend market :D
i got to buy some essential oil stuff for two people back in singapore, AND MORE IMPORTANTLIE I GOT TO TRY THE COCONUT ICE-CREAM
they serve it in a coconut husk with the coconut flesh peeled for you, and there is a scoop of ice-cream and also toppings like corn and whatever else :P
there were also variations. one seller allowed us to add whatever topping we liked and however much we wanted, while another added nuts o_O like peanuts and coconut flesh and ice-cream? ERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR??????? LOL
i also got to try a bunch of other foods... such as some roast pork and other stuff which i do not remember :(
but the vietnamese rolls that grace got were NOT DELICIOUS. WO BU XI HUAN CHI NA GE
BU HAO CHIIIIIIIIII
hehe afterwards, we all went to a desserts café called After You :P
glenn said it's verie popular... and there would be long queues usuallie
but there wasn't :P and we had REALLIE DELICIOUS FOOOOOOOOOOD OMG
i will post the pictures next time :P
afterwards, glenn and i bade farewell to my familie and we went to watch Big Hero 6 at the cinema :D
so expensive though :( it's 480 baht for two tickets (around 20 dollars )
over here, the advertisements can run for 30 minutes according to glenn =.=
and then before the actual movie begins, everyone has to rise and stand through a playing of a song honouring the Thai king O: it was a real O.O eye-opener, GET IT?
then big hero 6 started :P hehe it was in english ^^
while it was by the same people behind Wreck-It Ralph, i find the plot a little lacking :s i prefer Wreck-It Ralph hehe
okay. i'm feeling lazie to go on :P
but hor, i received my results for this semester alreadie
better than expected, i would say :P
hope you don't mind if i showcase my results HAHA
PC1322 Understanding the Universe: A
CM3231 Quantum Chemistry and Statistical Thermodynamics: A-
CM3221 Organic Synthesis and Spectroscopy: A-
CM3292 Stupid Lab module: B+
LAT3202 Thai 4: B+
HAHAHAHA my CAP also improved but i'm not so bothered about the small increment
yup! Thank you God for blessing me with such wonderful results ^^ i'm particularly happie that i got the grades i got for the chemistrie modules especiallie when i lost 25 marks in the final exams for the organic chemistry module :(
and that i got A for the astrologie module ^^
as for lab, HAHA LUCKIE ME
then yesterday (23 Dec) i went to town to meet with monkey :B
i queued for kiseki for like almost an hour =.= in the end we decided to leave the queue and have food elsewhere
at everything with fries
and the har jeong kai burger, i tell you,......
was FREAKING DELISHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
YOU MUST TRY IT.
heng got some special NUS discount too where you need to flash your student card and follow them on instagram
which i did and then subsequently unfollowed
so i made my order like this to the girl: Sammie: (points to Har Jeong Kai burger on menu on the counter) one ala carte this one
Cashier girl: okay Sammie: (points to garlic fries) one ala carte this one
Cashier girl: ...(momentarilie chokes on laughter/giggle) okay Sammie: ya, that's all. must i show you my student card ah?
Cashier girl: ya, please show me Sammie: (takes off clothes out student card and shows them)
Cashier girl: okay. (after 2 seconds) oh you need to like the facebook page or follow on instagram Sammie: (toggles phone) ya you see ah (presses Follow) okay
Cashier girl: okay. let me repeat your order... (boring stuff)
my flawless communication skillzxc ^^v
okay. afterwards, monkey treated me starbucks :P had the peppermint mocha frappe (pronounced as FRAPPY)
THANK YOU MONKEY
then played QuizUp with him LOL
surprisinglie, he owned my ass several times at Spelling......... and Animals. TMD
HAHA :x just kidding, i'm not maliciouslie mad :P
okay nights :D
Samuel
P.S. Glenn and May are currentlie on a train from Bangkok to Malaysia :P shall await their arrival in Singapore on Christmas Day ^^
my arm and teeth hurt :( i feel as if my arterie is choked......
plus i realised that my laptop's pad is hurting my wrist... you know how your wrist doesn't rest on a desktop keyboard when you type? for my GIGANTIC gaming laptop, it's like freaking large lah so my hand is actuallie resting on the laptop. painful :(
maybe i'm dying soon x)
i look so uglie ughs. my gums. my eyes. i wish i could turn back time. even go back 20 years ago......
anyway, here's a little update on myself ^_^
my first year in universitie is "over" le. my last exam took place a few days ago and now i have 12-13 weeks of vacation :)
WHAT SHELL EYE DU? :D
basicallie, i wish to work and .......... well, i planned to do a few things like going on holiday, working extra jobs, studying korean and thai as well as participate in some school stuff like CIP or adventure/trekking camps...... just for fun and to make friends. i wonder if i can keep up the motivation :\
neeway, i've been thinking about steven......
i hope he's doing ohkay. i wonder if you would still have been attracted to me even though i look like this now? :\
i know the preceding sentence is ungrammatical......
alright. i've also been playing Battlefield 3 :B i got that game for 5 dollars! :D it was on sale and my father let me buy it online :D
it's really difficult to play :\ and i keep on getting sniped and killed by the pros... sigh.
two days ago, i went out with shawn didi :B we met at dhoby ghaut station and had lunch at astons at the cathay :B
omg lah, there was this female server who must have lacked a lot of sleep. unresponsive, unfriendly. STEWPEED GURL.
:B on second thought, right, the food there is rather expensive :(
here's what i ordered! :B some grilled fish...... with pasta salad and mac n cheese which was like crap LOL
after our lunch, we went to St Games :D and played some Dead Island: Riptide for free :D they were having a free gameplay session that day :) i sucked man LOL. too bad we couldn't play together because of some technical difficulties :( it was supposed to be co-op, though.
after around an hour of playing :B we walked to somerset! we explored ORCHARD CENTRAL *heartheart*
shawn kept on IGNORING ME :@ :@ :@ :@ :@ :@ :@ spoke to a wall HAHA.
we went to cineleisure too because shawn wanted to buy some earrings o_O oh, and we went to daiso at dhoby ghaut and shawn bought me a cute $2 panda wallet :B
sucha cute toy is onlie 2 dollars! next time i go DAISO buy birthday toys le :@
we also had some ice-cream at orchard road :) in the past few months, ice-cream vendors have appeared in the city area selling 1-dollar ice-cream :D seriously *heart*!!
i treated shawnie 2 servings of ice-cream :B one in the wafer, one in the greenie bread :B i bought myself two too!
shawnie had triple chocolate and something LOL
i had sweetcorn (*heart*) and raspberry ripples :B
before we had ice-cream, we somehow ended up at luckie plaza O: and i knew that Jollibee from the philippines has recentlie opened a branch here in singapore! :B
so we went around the mall looking for the restaurant... but we couldn't find it :( until we decided to go up to the higher levels and shawnie spotted the logo!
blardie heels, it was on the seventh floor! :@
and it was closed :( i wanted to get the 35 pesos coke float which i thought was so value-for-money :( but here they sell at 2.30 dollars eeyer. cheat money :@ by the way, the exchange rate is roughly 100 pesos = SGD :s
nevertheless, i had shawn take a picture for me ^_^
omnnomnom :3
then we walked back to dhoby ghaut lor :) and parted ways at the station......
alright. that is all. i hope somebody is happy :x
and sorry for all the *heartheart* expressions LOL. i couldn't type less than 3 without incurring some coding error =.=
Samuel started typing probably at 4.50 am. vampire alert...
firstly, happie birthday to tanying~ HAPPIE FOURTH BIRTHDAY :D!!!
OKAY.
Tuesday, 28 February
i was at home waiting for time to pass in the morning...... so i asked Frau Heng when i should go to MOELC for German Day over sms :D and she said at 3.30 pm...... so i sms-ed Rain if he would like to go out with me in the evening o_o since L was busy.
soon, i departed~ for bishan MOELC OMGGGGGGGGG long time no go there liao...... do i miss it? who knows? THANK YOU GRACE :P IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN :D
so i arrived~ welcome by Frau Yong and Frau Heng :D and had some german sausages...... O.O with some mustard sauce and dunnoewhat chilli sauce...... and, most deliciously, Kartoffelsalat :D!!!
Als die Zeit verging, war es schon die Zeit für die Performances...... i know my german sucks <.< so i stayed behind to watch the performances~ as USUAL, i understood only 10% of what the people were blabbering about...... jemand, schiess mich tot. after allllll the performances and when the whole thing ended, i stayed behind for a while ^^ finallie returned Frau Yong her german book since october/november...... LOL. had sommore Kartoffelsalat ^^ and then listened to Frau Heng talk about herself...... wah, i'm amazed. LOL she's a remarkable and achieved lady. soon, bade farewell lor......
went to bishan mrt north-south line and found rain sitting waiting for me. O.O then we took a train to somerset...... LOL. and went to the mcdonald's beside cineleisure to eat O.O he verie kind sia...... he bought for me a wasabi filet-o-fish meal + upsized + ice lemon tea drink! i only had to pay him zero cents! O.O then we talk talk lor...... he started bregging about his multiple empirical achievements. LOL. amazing! he was a cook, a hairstyling apprentice, a...... dunnoewhat lah. a lot can liao. after finishing our food, he brought me to the skating carpark (?) and said he was once an international rollerblader...... ORLY? LOL. we then walked to ion there...... what for? LOL. then we chatted a while at ion...... then i was a little in the mood so i suggested we go sit down and talk. so, we went to starbucks that L brought me to last time. the same table, except that i sat where L sat and he sat where i sat ^^
AND SO, THE INTERROGATION BEGINS.
i started asking about his...... HAHAHA. so he told me about his 前 (now referred to as "qian") and that his qian stays at his house. he told me that he and his qian went with two other girls to genting O.O and told me everyyyyyyythinggggg (in general) about what transpired those four days :P he told me too how he got to know his qian...... apparentlie, his qian was introduced to him by another qian of his <.< and they exchange contact information, became godsiblings and then entered a relationship together...... yea. don't i ever wish?
then he started invading my privacy but asking invasive questions LOL. idiot :@
i whatsapp-ed my father to ask where he was o_o and grace too. because i didnt wanna go home, i asked if i could go to rain's house LOL. AND AFTER SOME PLANNING and arrangements, the plan was passed :D
sho we took the mrt to marsiling station...... oops, i'm revealing a lot of information about him :x i entered his house and i was greeted by his doggie :D it's reallie intelligent! it spontaneouslie bit a ball and passed it to me, wanting me to play fetch with it! O.O how intelligent is that? :P
i caught a little glimpse of his qian who was lying on a mattress in a room...... O: then from 12/1+, i was using his computer. my goodness, his google chrome =.= so disgusting...... i never saw someone so blatant. geez. o_O and he owned a pet dwarf hamster! :B SHO CUTE! :DDDDD!!! it was white white :D so i watched some glozell as he sat beside me on his large chair o_O meant for him and his qian while they used their own computers...... watched some glozell LOL and then we resorted to whose line is it anyway? so, i had some laughs (don't know about him)...
sian ar. that lethargic guy LOL.
at 4.30 lidat, we left his house again ^^ because it was time to go home. so we walked from marsiling to woodlands station...... thought of having mcbreakfast but nah, go home suan le. sho i took the mrt home while he took it back to marsiling :B
RETURNED HOME AT 6+++++++ and then went to bathe and everything. and went to sleep at 8 =.= tired samuel......
SHO IT'S ALREADIE Wednesday, 29 February :D
i woke up at 1 pm =.= i thought i slept for verie long but actuallie onlie for 5 hours. sigh...... i love Grace's bed :3 it's verie comfie ^^
because i failed to return to dreamworld, i decided to use my computer anyway. i watched running man episode 44 :D!!! until 3.40 lidat then i left home because i was meeting ryan :D
sho i arrived at dhoby ghaut station using my own ezlink card T.T adult fare T.T and he arrived in a while :D we first went to some beancurd store near POMO O.O rocher road beancurd...... :P then we chatted a bit~ he asked me about my korean then we slowlie talked until about running man LOL sho after our "appetiser", we went for our "lunch"...... before which, i brought him to la salle :D to have a look around...... interestinglie, he saw his friend there o_o chilling out with a bunch of people. then we also went up to the 2nd level uninvited and took a look around the place :x so after a while, we went for LUNCHEH :D
so i brought him to some thai restaurant where joshua brought me before o_o thai gold something...... so we ordered a bowl of tomyum noodles, pad thai and shared dish of kangkong, thai-styled! :D not to mention mah favourite <3 THAI ICE MILK TEA < DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
so we ate our delicious food and chatted~ and chatted~ LOL. i asked him how one can prove that the square root of 2 is not a rational number...... interesting lah. we also chatted about many thengs...... and it was alreadie 6.30++
after lunch, we walked to orchard central where we spent the rest of our time together~ we went to the rooftop garden, the game centre at level 5 o_O then some stationery shop at lvl 6, then molecule at level 3...... LOL. we walked around the mall lah. chat ah, blah ah, blah blah blah...... then our last stop was mcdonald's beside cineleisure :x sho i got my wasabi filet-o-fish meal + ice lemon tea (no upsized this time) then we talk~ about A level results, universitie...... and my planned attire for friday (which is tomorrow @@) and then i contacted my father at 10+ via whatsapp. then we arranged him to pick me up at the carpark nearby :P (i typed nearbie LOL but i think it will look weird <.<)
sho father arrived soon and i bade farewell to ryan :D thanks for the day! (and speaking korean with me LOL)
and i'm home (at 11+ but i bathed and all and came out at 11.45 and have been blogging till now, 1 am)
okay. no plans for today at the moment...... sigh.
btw, check this video out ^^ it's well-sung, well-pronounced :D!!
i slept quite well this afternite, actuallie O.O for nine hours~ the power of steven and my love for him, o ^^ and his love for me, too
i'm gonna annoy you guys with this annoying song :D Scheiße! The 'ß' character is actuallie a sharp 'S', so it's actuallie a double 'S': SS. the alternative spelling would be Scheisse :B but i keep on seeing noobs on youtube say ScheiBe. NOOB. Scheibe in German means... forget it LOL.
Scheiße means Shit in German, by the way. pronounced as "shy-sir" :D
yesterday at 5 pm, i went out to meet harry in the citie :D yup, harry potter. joking. we met at dhoby ghaut mrt station and he's shorter than me HAHAHA :P we walked to takashimaya...... on the way, we talked some :P LOL. that's because he needed to go ngee ann tower A for some interview the next day (which is today). we then decided to go elsewhere ^^
we headed to paragon for a while...... boring place. he wanted to bring me to TOYS R US but he didn't...... stewpeed :@ we left again for the next unknown destination
as we were happily chatting on the street minding our own business, some woman suddenly scolded me o_o some TOTALLY RANDOM OLD AUNTIE cursed me to ______ my _______. Strange woman. I figure she has some animosity against gangsters/mads (pronounced as "mud", aka malay gangsters) and i was dressed in solid unreflective black with a short sling bag with bright brownish hair. ME NO GANGSTER LA, DEH.
speaking of hair, i have fears that i would be denied my A level results/certificate with dyed hair x__x strange... LOL. in that case, i'll need a proxy. SHERLYN MEI MEI < DDD HELP ME OKAY? :3
so we entered cineleisure...... we walked around. that ignorant fool doesn't know what Sticky is! :@ i also spotted two guys carrying bags...... gei noobs. LOL.
we went to 313@somerset de basement to have indonesian bbq chicken...... then on the way down on the escalator, got handsome guy wor O: HAHA. must be a working young adult. wonder if he's nice, o ^^ but no matter. omg back pain <.< God, may I not die so soon... and i just realised my half-eaten chicken rice before i left home is gone O: wasted :\
we chatted some over food and then headed to orchard central. LOL wah, he so nice treated me cold stone creamery wor ^^ 8 ounces one...... oz is ounce, right? LOL so we chatted again over ice-cream beside a therapeutic water feature...... because my final taste of the ice-cream was the disgusting chocolate chip, i wanted a drink. so we went over to centrepoint cold storage to get some bottled ice lemon tea :B my treat this time! we then headed back to orchard central and went to the coffee bean side beside the water feature...... and chatted more ^^ and we spotted a lesbian couple...... -chills down my noob spine- i received news on mah clients, too :D so i'm a happie boi ^^
after some time, we headed up to the roof garden...... and chatted moreee and moreeeee. haha. i wish L would just give me a chance to go out with him again, surelie he'd be less unimpressed this time ^^
as it was closing 10.20 pm, i decided to let him go LOL. so we walked back to dhoby ghaut area...... and we waited for his bus to come at like 11 LOL. then i took the train home ^^ and walked home~
reached home, greeted by mr tzx on msn. asked if someone was still mad at me. guess he is. harry reached home at 12.15 LOL. it's strange how there are so manie ants in my house -_- after bathing, i asked if mr tzx wanted to skype ^^ omg he so handsome...... and alien voice LOL. long time no see, he's grown to 184 cm liao. alien. he didn't call me korkor though which was fine. i didn't requested, anyway. so we chatted while i did my korean and he did his biologie...... haha. then we turned in at 2+++ O_O
so, CIAO BABES :B thanks for reading, ghosts later got small business to make wahahaha :D
yesterday (1st Feb), i went out with sendeh shuai ge :3 LOL.
so, we went to the starhub outlet at plaza singapura at B1...... LOL. while i played jetpack joyride......
we then went to POMO O.O to pass his mom some starhub stuff...... then he had nothing to carry along while we enjoy our time together :3
after that, we went to the kopitiam to have our luncheh O: i had indonesian BBQ chicken ^^ ayam panggang :D while he had...... some beef noodles O.O
then i brought him to the highest level to ask him about some anime things...... the one which L korkor watches. we looked at some weapon replicas at other shops...... LOL. he also commented that there are many ugleh people in the album in otaku house LOL. lalala~
we also went to yamaha O.O he played a little...... while i damn paiseh lah. Never mind, I'll find someone like you~~~~ LOL. can't play it yet, haven't touched my keyboard for a few weeks ._. that paiseh feeling, you know? like...... damn sad ): he also showed me an Ultra-Contemporary Keyboard o_o that has autoplay...... which means the keys go down as if they were pressed when they play a song...... cool! 16 thousand dollars LOL.
we then went to orchard central ^^v mah favourite place :3 LOL. i should stop going so frequentlie...... he had cotton candeh while i had popcorn ^^ LOL. and i saw the guy who works at nautica :D but i thought i shouldn't go say hi...... i'll be seen as a stalker liao, lidat ):
we went to the roof garden...... okay lah, he wasn't verie interested, so we went down LOL and had more cotton candeh :3
prollie at 5/6+, he decided he wanted to go for some job search in clarke quay... so we walked back to dhoby ghaut and took a train to clarke quay station.
we sat down on those stone steps that go down into the singapore river...... we sat for a while to blow wind :3 and talk about random things. then we got up and walked around the clarke quay mall area o_O we even saw the turkish ice-cream stand...... LOL. that man :3
in the end, also never interview...... or whatever. so in the end, we left for the mrt station coz he needed to go somewhere O: that's when sarah whatsapp-ed me to ask me some chemistrie questions :3
i alighted at dhoby ghaut station and bade farewell to sendeh :3 thanks for coming out :3 so i exited and walked to orchard central again...... omg. LOLOLOL. because joshie said he was at centrepoint...... which is good because i have companie :3
so i was sitting down on the 4th level...... when SOMETHING CAUGHT MY EYE.
and it was floating as if it had neutral buoyancy... LOL. it was floating freelie :3 and i wanted to grab it!
but it's floating high in the air beyond reach @@
it floated from the fourth level down to the 2nd and then up again...... so i rushed to take the elevator like... down, up, down, up...... -_- LOL.
THEN, i saw that it was sinking...... and not going up anymore! so i quicklie rushed down again...... and...... looks like the floating patrick has attracted the attention of mr nautica and another staff there :3
ALAS, i caught patrick xDD and the other staff smiled at me...... and mr nautica looked at me, too. i smiled back LOL :3 i bet he must be scared of me now...... but it's nice seeing him :B
patrick with nowhere to go! >:D
caught ^^v
so i waited for time to pass...... so that joshie and his friend will be done with their appointments...... and in time, i was asked to meet him at 313 entrance :3 i handed him his gift lor ^^ a paper heart...... better folded this time o_O
he then brought me to the basement and got some food for me...... isn't he kind :D!!! i had tako balls....... yummeh ^^ as well as some sushi and...... riverside indonesian BBQ chicken... which, according to him, is the same as that i ate earlier...... OMG ): but the tako balls and sushi were nice :3 i also showed him L korkor's photos and asked if he knew him...... he said he looked familiar O: he asked if i'm dating someone...... that is most impossible LOL. heh ^^
soon, his friend and another guy came ^^ so they chatted for a while...... while i heard them talk and bore a nascent toothache...... :'(
soon, they all had to go home...... i said i wanted to take a train from dhoby ghaut (for adult fare concerns...) so they led me out of somerset station...... through the wrong exit LOL. so after they've left, i went back down into the station and went up by the other exit ^^ and walked towards dhoby ghaut station...... by then, nautica had alreadie closed for the day O: which was fine ^^ it was alreadie 10++ o_o
so i held mah newfound friend whose name is patrick and we went to take a train at dhoby ghaut station......
my father iMessaged me...... my sister ~.~ giving him a headache. it just sickens me to see helplessness and patheticness, for lack of a better word. but i wish that God will make me more understanding...... may I not disregard such emotions and learn to have compassion......
i took bus no. 325 to the place behind my house ^^ walked home......
so now here i am, all cleaned and in pain...... ass toothache. wonder if L korkor is doing okay without me...... most probablie. heh. thanks for your 细心-ness in finding out about me, anyway. I appreciate it ^^
We're coming to the end of the first month of the year ): hasn't it been great? x)
Woah...... one whole month since I tuned in to the 987 TOP 100 LOL.
Right now, feeding my mind with music......
ON SUNDAY (29th Jan), I had my first tuition session! :B
MAH FIRST JOB LIKE INDEPENDENTLY IN MY WHOLE LIFEEEEEEEEE. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
FINALLY I CAN GIVE MY LONG-OVERDUE TITHE D: like six dollars...... after being a lovelie assistant to my beloved extuition teacheress :B plus the four dollars this time!
After tuition, I went to my classmate's house...... it's my third time there liao o_o LOL. I reallie like her place :3
It was a class gathering...... from approximately 7 pm O: She has a KAWAII DOGGIE :B which i affectionately stroked and she licked my hand while i was waiting and waiting and waiting for someone's messages...... boohoo
anyway, me stayed over :3 the girls who stayed over and i watched a movie called One Day...... and when most of us haven't left yet hours before, we watched No Strings Attached o_o SEX SEX SEX D: LOL.
One Day...... okay lah. good acting, i suppose o_O
I chose to sleep on their sofa :B it's prettie nice and comfortable, i had a fluffy sheep pillow...... and GIGANTIC PILLOWS and MULTIPLE STIFF BOLSTERS :D I built myself a hut of sorts...... LOL. anyway, i slept comfortablie and well ^^
when i awoke like 7 hours later, i kept on visiting the toilet to blow mah nose and cough out phlegm...... :@
when everyone awoke like an hour later, we headed to bukit timah plaza for brunch :B at subway...... and there went 75% of 10% of my salary T.T
did you know? I give 10% of my salary to the church as my tithe, 40% to each of my parents and the remaining 10% for myself...... aren't i a nice chap? ^^
anyway, we all boarded 171 and two of us alighted opposite of our former school ^^ while i continued my ride with mah other friend ^^
we chatted a bit while i was quiet for most of the journey. LOL
we eventually alighted at The Heeren...... and we bade farewell :3 and ash you would no, itch at somerset, mah favourite place :3 and since i didn't have any concrete plans made, i headed to orchard central! again D: LOL
mah first stop: COTTON CANDEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I'm a little sick of it liao LOL. didn't taste reallie good this time :\ fatigue of food!
anyway, i was walking around and someone caught my eye O: some chap working at Nautica, some apparels shop...... ya know, like QUIKSILVER that sort of shop? in fact, that chap has caught my eye multiple times, even last year as i was out with ped LOL. sho after looking at things on the first level in orchard central (like entering QUIKSILVER... whose boardshorts they sell look very good o_O), i stepped into Nautica :3
and of course, shuai ge had to greet me :3 LOL. "HELLO WELCOME!" :DDDDDDDDD LOL.
so handsome x) smooth face, dyed hair. a little tall LOL. STEVEN well...... he was nice towards me ^^ even asked if i'd like to try on some bermudas o_o LOL. me touched :3 will you do things that touch me, too? i tried them on...... and. i thought it was okay-okay. reallie costlie >:O and...... okay, not that good LOL. but the boardshorts they sell look reallie nice O: me might wanna get them from this shop one day ^^ sho me can go WILD WILD WET in them :3
i wanted to make friends with him because he's so nice O: i asked him if i could and he said okay...... and gave me his facebook O: SHO NICE HOR :3 LOL. if i were him, i'd probablie feel like shit. well, i asked in my shy demeanor and so did i in genting at bumcity :3
i asked him a few questions...... like how long he's worked, if the pay is good, how old he is, how he got the job...... and he did ask if i wanted to work here ^^ beside him? LOL. perhaps not, i'm not verie suited to be a salesman...... he also said he IS a model :D LOL. from malaysia...... should i be posting all these? LOL. okay, i will stop.
and i guess i'm a pest :3 who wouldn't find someone like me a pest :\
NEEWAY, i tried on a pullover...... while i thought made me look fat o_O LOL. and got SHAPE if you 挺胸 D:
here's how i look:
with my trademark 爆炸 hair :B LOL i look like a deak
i headed to the coffee bean o_O i didn't know it existed! LOL. it's like at a CORNER of orchard central...... so i sat down and used mah phone. and i received a phone call O.O another potential customer! this time, it's A level Chemistry... my expertise (?) :B
and i was a little tired z_z was falling asleep waiting for replies in vain, of course and so i was a little tired in my eyes... and i decided to read the newspaper i got free outside the mrt station o_o myPAPER. 我报
hmm...... from the newspaper, i learnt a few new words. might be hard to remember... 贿赂. and others.
then i was reallie bored, so i folded my postcard thing... ya know those ZoCards? freaking hard material LOL and since it was pinkish with roses and it's about valentine's day, i decided to fold a heart :B it was heart work ~.~ HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA my fingers were in pain trying to fold LOL. eventuallie, i succeeded ^^ so i went back to a postbox to get two more free cards...... and i folded another one ^^
then a BRILLIANT idea came across my mind! LOL. and this was what i did: do not hesitate to click on the pictures, by the way, to enlarge it
MASTERPIECE, ain't it? :3
I have a knack for romantic photographie...... just kidding :P
neeway, i stoned there at my table and looked at the water feature...... LOL. little geysers. and i saw some guy in pants with some spandex composition...... OMG. GROSS D:
after perhaps an hour at the coffee bean, i headed to the roof ^^ alone...... at like 5 pm or so o_O
windie :3 and bright...... listening to Hi-5 songs x) is it fun, you ask? but of course ^^ even though i was alone...... i looked at the construction going on at the back of orchard central... idiot lah, they shouldn't be doing that. it just blocks the view...... hais. and i saw that the man operating the crane up in the air, he was wearing a cloth...... you know how indians wear a large cloth around their waist like bottom wear? heh, i don't think that's work clothing...... horhor.
after spending an hour or so at the rooftop garden, i went back down to nautica :3 to look for mr malaysia. i asked where he disappeared to just now O: then he said he went to answer the call of his girlfriend...... well, NO TURNING BACK NOW :3 i asked if he could accept a gift from me ^^ so i asked him to choose a paper heart which i folded...... and i told him not to throw away. LOL. MY GOODINESS, he might throw it away...... but it's okay, the symbolism is what's important ^^ the symbolism of ACCEPTING A GIFT, not the symbolism of what i folded......
i then walked towards plaza singapura and at the cross junction, a rare sight occured O.O there were traffic police...... like stopping the traffic o_O and only the rightmost lane of the main road could move. there were LOTS of traffic policemen on their mopeds...... what's going on? i thought got like terrorist or something LOL.
and then, a bunch of white/black cars zoomed past...... they were driving relativelie quicklie o_O and when i looked, they turned into the istana at a fast speed...... one car after another just trailing behind by one or two metres. i suppose they're diplomats or something. it's a little exaggerated in my opinion, the escort and all. the disruption of traffic...... but it was a prettie cool sight ^^
and when it all ended, the traffic police vanished like thin air LOL. wow!!!!!!
i took the train from dhoby ghaut station to promenade station :3 to meet up with mom for dinner... AT PUTIEN HAHAHA :3
i miss the cockles @@ they're called drunken cockles... basicallie, they're cockles with a LOT of garlic added into the shells with some light sauce...... every mouth will guarantee a weird sensation in your stomach. LOL. delicious!
i also had fried eggplants...... gross. we also drank two teapots of 普洱茶 <:
we then headed home lor ^^ alighted at serangoon mrt station and took 101 home...... talked talked talked to mom. rare sight LOL.
i took out my contact lenses and washed up and all~ so many animals inside of me, so many animals – SET THEM FREE and i used mah computer lor...... checked out my new pictures and all ^^ to run through the jungle, fly through the air, swim in the ocean, GO ANYWHERE :D wanted to chat with L korkor but...... he doesn't seem as interested as when we first chatted. he poofed all of a sudden, too, with the last word being...... but it's all fine, i don't mind. maybe he has other people...... wonder if i should say it, but heck. the other paper heart is for you, if you're reading ^^
recentlie, i went out with a SHUAI GE, T. in fact, just yesterday ^_^
so, i woke up at 9.30, around that time. i went to look into the mirror and my heart stopped. LOL kidding :P
then i had a bad stomach :@ :@
thennnnn, i dressed up and lay on the bed to whip ma hair :B LOL
soon, i left home wearing the Best. Shirt. Ever. which seemed a little dirtie o_O LOL
waited for the blardie 101 ;eeks LOL. if not for my hair, i'd have walked to the station. and i would perspiring also... so never mind LOL
so, i boarded the train from hougang mrt station to dhoby ghaut and switched lines to get to somerset :D
when i exited through the barricade, i went to the toylet because i wanted to check on MA HAIR and i believe T also exited because passengers were alighting at both platforms o_O sucking on strepsils pain relief MAX <.< after a little game of hide-and-seek, i finallie found him :D
acne is a real beach somewhere in the world...... but it's okay, it's okay~ ;D
it was raining, but we proceeded to orchard central ^_^
soooooo...... the first stop wasn't the toylet, but rather some Black Market. LOL T seems to like browsing through clothes o_O hmm...... it's some clothes shop, by the way
we then headed to molecule which was some giga-modern furniture shop o_O LOL. expenshiff shtuff >:
slowlie, we headed up and up and up...... from the 2nd floor to the 10th floor ^_^ but T didn't want to go to the roof because it was drizzling-aling D: which was fine with me as always ^_^
we then took the elevator down to the first floor and guess what we found.................................... FREE COTTON CANDEHHHHHHHH :DDDDDDDDD LOL! the "free treats by OC" corner was manned by a few old people o_o like an uncle and two aunties... one of whom was a little grandma-ish :s the uncle even joked to me when i asked 是免费的吗？他说，算你是免费，算别人就要收钱⋯⋯ LOL apparently, i got T feeling like a child again...... LOLOLOL. aren't i powerful? :B
i went to the basement...... dirty-stained couches LOL. white stains O_O basement two... yuan lai the restaurant is called MEDZS or something O.O maybe we should eat there someday?
we went to Centrepoint which is the mall opposite of orchard central... to have McDonald's :B i ordered beef prosperity burger meal... so McDonald's is gonna donate 50 cents to MiNDS, ^^ the burger was nice :B nice! < DD
after our meal, we went up to street level and walked towards ION shopping mall...... and HALF-WAY, we decided to go into Abercrombie & Fitch, the gay apparels store :B (i only say GHEY because there's a parody on it by MadTV :@) so i hurriedlie finished my sprite and we entered...... and there was a topless, muscular guy o_O GROSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. but the place was rather nice :B a little clubbish...... O.O the clothes looked comfie :B but they cost a bomb :@ so after spending maybe 10 minutes there, we proceeded...... and i saw sherman who didn't see me LOL
we soon reached ION and because it's sucha noisie and crappie place, we went looking for a place to sit down to play osu!, some beats tapping game o_O but not yet, we sat on some longish bench and we started chatting...... >: speaking of which, T is a rather open and frank guy.
T told me many things i didn't know. i didn't know ION had a residential area -___- rich people. T was also verie kind, he asked if I liked chocolates. LOL and he bought some chocolates for me :3 Royce white chocolate? KEN YOU BELIEVE IT? :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD act of kindness should be recognised and applauded *clap*
i begged him not to go off (as i would to anyone) and in the end i followed him to yishun ^_^ could have met pim hor? LOL
went to his friend's home, he needed to collect something o_O the auntie...... her thinking was rather interesting. she seems conscious of -coughcough- and is rather embracing towards it? hmm...... but she not verie kind to their pet dog lah >: which was reallie cute :3 it kept on punching me with her paw, wanting me to pat and rub her...... like rub her belly. T is reallie handsome. reallie...... so...... listening to them speak. it was a reallie nice experience ^_^ i might even come again next saturday for chainese new year ^_^
then we went back to the mrt station and we boarded the train o_o he was off to collect another thing. sucha busie guy LOL
we alighted at woodlands station...... went to the nice-looking toilet which STANK OF DISCUSTING :@ :@ :@ at causeway point
we headed to Woodlands Civic Centre de starbucks...... he got a drink (using my starbucks card hehe) and we started talking... i asked him a lot of questions like "When was the last time you cried", "When was the second last time you cried" and "When was the third last time you cried". so interesting hor? i also asked a lot of similar questions LOL.
eventuallie, i started sharing about my experiences...... like about some AR$C|-||_0Ch living in sengkang.
i eventuallie talked about steven. of course, i didn't mention his pristine name, i just used the third-person to refer to him...... you know? there was a genuine welling-up when i talked about our final days, like separation and reallie the regrets of my own handling of the relationship. to even speak about the impossibility of his return and his unwillingness to ever communicate with me again...... it just cuts me. of course, all of these are my fault ^^ he never did anything wrong......
i was getting reallie tired :\ and so we went to the bus interchange and waited for 161. it eventually came and i thanked him for coming out and being my friend @@ isn't he kind? xD
the ride back...... i fell asleep LOL. came home speaking like a duck ): and went to bed...... tired and sad
i woke up 4 hours later, at 4 o_o and it's 6.23 am now
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Samuel Tan Yuan Han
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