SpikeDog123

my life is so screwed up xD
screwing up further, with the sole intention to incite hatred
to invoke rejection
to waste my wastrel life away

always giving wrong impressions and i enjoy that
always being cryptic
being arrogant, too clever for my own gooood
so pessimistic, so masochistic
so rejected, so rejecting
a shame
a dishonour

when you say i love you, i may feel it
when you say i hate you, i feel it

a big lie wouldn't make me imagine someone's my bolster

to kill
...............................................................................

to kill
to disappoint

i just wish i can die
so, hate me
hate gays. gays should die
paedophiles should die
beguiled youths should die
misfits should die

to cry.
crying makes me feel good
i don't know why i'm so masochistic
must be the effect of years of rejection and hurt
pain and longing

i'm a fake
a cheat
a thief
a murderer
as i have said, i feel good in two ways: love or hurt. i'm reducing to the hedonistic way of life. please. just love me. or hate me.
Samuel

Labels: 09term2, iwnwil, messedup, styh

Forty-third Post

hi people

completed the Shu faction of dw6

now i'm playing Rappelz
its kinda like cabal... i hate cabal
guess i would prefer this rappelz to cabal

and. results of my strengthsquest......


been audi-ing less. if i had been audi-ing, i would have reached lvl 39 alreadie......
and there's a bubp bug. npc scores are 1-person scores and not 5-people
......................................

Samuel

Labels: 08mlchlydechols, audition, dynastywarriors6, rappelz, styh