Four-hundred-twenty-fifth Post

To all of you victory-minded, EQ-lacking people:


_|_


by the words of Lily Allen: Fuck you :D

Fuck you very, very much~

I guess I have met the jerky part of university so far... I'm thankful for the friends I have from SCAMP :'( Otherwise my life would have been OH-SO TERRIBLE.

Like -_-'l| depressed state, omg


There, I've chosen to curse instead of ignoring these Jurks. Sigh...... Sorry, O Lord. what toxic thoughts...... ~.~

seriouslie, people who lack the ability to reflect upon themselves, their actions or even just reflect should expire. Don't corrupt this world with your lack of EQ and hurt others.

Fancy posting an invitation to -cough- everyone who has ever kicked a ball to JUST come down, especially junior players. Fuck you. You just need an adequate number of people who can play at a good standard, not just anyone who has ever kicked a ball. Fucking hypocrite.

So, what, I may not play sepak takraw this time? I bet I will "suck" even more. Fuck you.

Fucking bullies.

Samuel

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Two-hundred-sixty-first Post

it's always the good people who get hanged
the bad people who escape through lies, deception and exploitation
_|_ all of you



anti-adult

i've decided to take on a reciprocative approach

and seriously, i want to be more thickskinned and F____ people around
for their horriblie bad sense of service _|_
cheesebun

Samuel

Labels: 09term4, dulan

Hundred-eighty-third Post

i'm fucked up o_O
i'm pissed off

my mom AGAIN did not EFFECTIVELY wake me up.
-_______________-'l|
i'm so ashamed

because she screwed my day up inside out completely
i'm going suicidal o_O

my will to live so weak
and she had to.
screw it up more.

Samuel

Labels: 09juneholidays, dulan

Hundred-seventieth Post

i remember when the lift was coming down in the weeeees, some indian couple were kissing inside @_@
the ladie was like shocked that someone hailed the elevator LOL
so i went in... then they paiseh then the man press the 8th floor
=xxxxxxx
frau heng said i got first prize for short-storie-writing competition xD
went for german test today. omg, f_______ hard <_<
i hope i wont fail xD
received 30dollars worth of kinokuniya vouchers o_O
ms cheong said i did well for geographie test!
16/25 xD
though to me, it's not good
maybe coz students usuallie fail her tests @_@

my maths D;
looks like it's A2 overall again
i feel abit depressed

went to pastamania with cousin and aunt @_@
hmm... pasta not spicie de, not reallie nice @@
maybe should have went to braddell instead
cheaper and prollie more satisfying

i was looking through past sms-es and realised that exactlie one month ago yesterday, we were at west coast park =o

lalalalala....................

jiajie said "nice hair" xD so cute

maybe i was so tired that i went to sleep @_@

shouldnt be caring too much

amd i've become a bloodie noob in audi u__u
been comforting my bolster @_@ siao le
hurts badlie lalalalala
had raspberrie cheesecake @_@
getting sick of it u.u

hais, i go lay awhile more then do homework

Samuel

ps. oh yea, i'm quite pissed off that it must have been grace who changed my computer volume <_____< made me lose to people
and f___ lah, cant hear youtube videos

Labels: 09term2, dulan, sad

Hundred-fifty-second Post

it's prollie because he's rich that he's being oppressively insensitive
God should take away the money <.<

and. the. everlasting real "gl" attitude
its pervasiveness

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Human_trafficking_in_the_Philippines
click on it and read it <.<

galv kor's reallie right
we shouldnt reallie be caring about so many things
they always come and rarely go
they implant and stay
just draggggg you down
inhibit your progress
i wont question you u.u
i guess there's something we can always do
and that is to pray
God, please bless the world u.u
sian ~.~

Samuel

Labels: 09term2, dulan

Fifty-fifth Post

i was pushed onto the floor.
told to "STOP IT".
tsk, and fancie all these. i was going about MY OWN BUSINESS.
being a KID.
maybe i was kinda emo-ing. but i wasnt. just being a kid, shy and all.
to THINK you would do such a thing to a KOR?

KOR MY


FUCKSHIT _|_


SOAB

i will NEVER FORGIVE YOU, TEO ZHI XIONG.
i del-ed all your fucking sms-es without reading.
you are OFFICIALLIE DISOWNED :O

sure, i cried. but NOT FOR YOU _|_
just imagining why no korkor came to comfort me.
nevermind. i have my imaginary jsen didi
you rejected me. i will never accept you again.
the same goes to everyone else. reject me, sayonara

tsk, you spoilt the keychain ms wong gave me. it costs 6dollars, fucker.

i will NEVER forgive you


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today went tan tock seng hospital. eye thing.
doctor says my astigmatism is low o.o
tsk,

guess made mom unhappie.
i was thinking to myself.
i want to LOSE MY FEELINGS.
so i wont feel hurt when i hurt her.
let me be a heartless bastard. i wish she could disown me.
i have noone to support me, though.
it's okay, just to make you feel better. and you should feel better.
just get over it.

she's the one i love alot.
whenever i shouted at her, i would always cry
GAH. _________________________, samuel

Samuel

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Forty-eighth Post

Fuck it to God-damned hell.

a fren of my father just passed away.
we were at her house last year for their gathering.
cancer relapse
izzen life short. and sadded.

what's wrong with me? I DONT CARE, HAHA
i just shouted at mom to SHUT UP.

shout as in SHOUT

Fuck it to God-damned hell.

what an INGRATE. a BASTARD

what did she say?
"very sad."

.....................................................................................

我非常恨我自己

"you hurt people, you know" -- Father

AND. i am like. ________
i knew it. knew she would sweep that area.

today, i cummed for euphoria and melancholy.

and now she's washing the dishes, making alot of noise.
IF SHE'S THE ONE NOT AT FAULT, I'M THE ONE, OKAY?
SHE HAS SPEECH DEFICIENCY AND SO DO I. SO SHUT THE FUCK UP,
and right now, i think i'm feeling nothing OUTSIDER

Samuel

Labels: 08mlchlydechols, dulan, sad

Thirty-sixth Post

i had dreams...

one. the C++ teacher. doesnt like me.
i've forgotten his name.
but what can i do to a teacher?
not much. argue back.

it's like some singapore science centre place.

two. i love this.
the changing room place.
it's a place with mirrors.
and sometimes no doors.
although sometimes i hate it becoz the place is dirtie with crap and whatnots -.-
anyway, there were people.
in such dreams, i reallie dont dare to look at others.
i nvr dare to look at boys normally normally <.<
fuck la. nekkid schoolmates. i like.
fuck myself
..............................................

很伤心. am i?

today slept from. 1am++
woke up 7am. alot of sms-es ~.~ kinda
slept. woke up. slept.

woke up 2pm.

audi~ lalala whatever.

...........................................................................

Samuel i'm such a bad kor. today deso came hougang on his own, boarded the 40mins-journey bus. waited for me at hougang mall. but i didnt come. i reallie feel guilty and fucked up by myself.

Labels: 08mlchlydechols, dreams, dulan

Twenty-fourth Post: F-ed Up

I AM. FUCKED UP.

FUCKED UP.


MANY. possible reasons. let's list them:
fatigue? even SLEEP FATIGUE?
noob audi skills now?
CANT EVEN TYPE PROPERLY?
LUST?
NO FRIENDS? lol, nah
i know. i lost 3 matches today like shitttt.
SHIT.
OR. grace. MY SISTER. she was using my com.
while i was running home to my gate, she heard my footsteps and QUICKLY SWITCHED THE MAIN POWER OFF.

well, for one, she is spoiling my com.

FOR TWO. FOR. TWO.

SHE IS BEHAVING FUCKING SHADILY.
and i fucking cant type properly -_-'l|

shady eh? good. i gonna set a pw on my com acc =o lame~
but i'll kill her. for being shady o_O

~.~ dulan. tsk,

and today. one of the most probable cause:

BOREDOOM


Samuel

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Nineteenth Post

i'm irritated.
EXTREMELY irritated.
~.~

things go awry, and i dont deserve any sympathy. or pity. or whatever >.>

pissed off ~.~

Samuel

Labels: 08mlchlydechols, dulan